{"id":2486,"date":"2013-10-26T14:11:41","date_gmt":"2013-10-26T12:11:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/almqvistblogg\/?p=2486"},"modified":"2013-10-26T14:20:58","modified_gmt":"2013-10-26T12:20:58","slug":"mina-hander-far-tala-for-jag-har-ont-i-halsen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/almqvistblogg\/2013\/10\/26\/mina-hander-far-tala-for-jag-har-ont-i-halsen\/","title":{"rendered":"Mina h\u00e4nder f\u00e5r tala, f\u00f6r jag har ont i halsen&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Som om det var min\u00a0<strong>f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ng,<\/strong> b\u00f6rjade jag i morse att i\u00a0slow motion utveckla ett s\u00e5 kallat\u00a0vaket tillst\u00e5nd.<br \/>\nDet kr\u00e4vdes en kraftanstr\u00e4ngning\u00a0f\u00f6r att\u00a0dela p\u00e5\u00a0mina ihopsatta\u00a0\u00f6gonlock. Sj\u00e4lv\u00f6mkande tolkade jag resultatet f\u00f6r min prestation som otacksamt; jag\u00a0m\u00f6ttes av ett <strong>f\u00f6r ljust<\/strong> ljus, och en ilande v\u00e4rk i \u00f6gon, huvud, bih\u00e5lor, hals och\u00a0nacke aktiverades.<br \/>\nJag tog ett kort andetag\u00a0&#8211;\u00a0de torra slemhinnorna begr\u00e4nsade syret fr\u00e5n att <strong>n\u00e5<\/strong> <strong>ner<\/strong> till lungorna, och blodet\u00a0att v\u00e4cka resterande kroppsdelar fr\u00e5n dess dvala.<\/p>\n<p>Om det inte vore f\u00f6r behovet av att utr\u00e4tta mina behov, hade jag l\u00e4mnat\u00a0verkligheten\u00a0efter detta\u00a0f\u00f6rsta smakprov, och\u00a0\u00e5terigen l\u00e5tit mig g\u00e5 f\u00f6rlorad\u00a0i s\u00f6mnens bed\u00f6vning. Men tacksamheten gav effekt\u00a0av lindring\u00a0&#8211; rikedomen att kunna<strong> vila<\/strong> i ett <strong>tryggt<\/strong> hem fanns i min \u00e4go.<\/p>\n<p>Mina trampdynor m\u00f6ttes av ett nedkylt laminatgolv,\u00a0det svala beblandades med\u00a0min intensiva\u00a0kroppstemperatur.\u00a0V\u00e4l lodr\u00e4t, fortsatte\u00a0de \u00f6mma ledernas\u00a0automatiska\u00a0motorik mot badrummet och\u00a0duschen.<\/p>\n<p>Tungt placerad vid k\u00f6ksbordets\u00a0presentation av f\u00f6da och koffein, lj\u00f6d Melodikrysset i mina n\u00e5got\u00a0\u00e4nnu\u00a0fuktiga \u00f6ron.<br \/>\nMina sex sinnen fyllde numera sin fulla\u00a0funktion\u00a0&#8211; jag\u00a0m\u00e4rkte n\u00e4mligen att inte bara\u00a0det fysiska f\u00f6rsvagats av denna infektion; en \u00f6verdriven k\u00e4nslighet\u00a0kn\u00f6t\u00a0sig i magen\u00a0och fyllde den n\u00e5got svullna halsen, tr\u00e4ngdes\u00a0med\u00a0huvudets huvudsakliga inneh\u00e5ll\u00a0och\u00a0pressades slutligen\u00a0ut genom mina\u00a0t\u00e5rg\u00e5ngar &#8211; allt\u00a0p\u00e5 grund av\u00a0att radion spelade f\u00f6ljande, l\u00f6jligt\u00a0nostalgiska, melodi&#8230;<\/p>\n<center>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<object width=\"100%\" height=\"425\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<param name=\"movie\" value=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/7NrQei36fJk?version=3&amp;hl=sv_SE&amp;rel=0\"><\/param>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<param name=\"allowfullscreen\" value=\"true\"><\/param>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<param name=\"allowScriptAccess\" value=\"always\"><\/param>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<embed src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/7NrQei36fJk?version=3&amp;hl=sv_SE&amp;rel=0\" type=\"application\/x-shockwave-flash\" allowscriptaccess=\"always\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" width=\"100%\" height=\"425\"><\/embed>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/object>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/center>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Som om det var min\u00a0f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ng, b\u00f6rjade jag i morse att i\u00a0slow motion utveckla ett s\u00e5 kallat\u00a0vaket tillst\u00e5nd. Det kr\u00e4vdes en kraftanstr\u00e4ngning\u00a0f\u00f6r att\u00a0dela p\u00e5\u00a0mina ihopsatta\u00a0\u00f6gonlock. Sj\u00e4lv\u00f6mkande tolkade jag resultatet f\u00f6r min prestation som otacksamt; jag\u00a0m\u00f6ttes av ett f\u00f6r ljust ljus, och en ilande v\u00e4rk i \u00f6gon, huvud, bih\u00e5lor, hals och\u00a0nacke aktiverades. Jag tog ett kort &#8230; <a title=\"Mina h\u00e4nder f\u00e5r tala, f\u00f6r jag har ont i halsen&#8230;\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/almqvistblogg\/2013\/10\/26\/mina-hander-far-tala-for-jag-har-ont-i-halsen\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Mina h\u00e4nder f\u00e5r tala, f\u00f6r jag har ont i halsen&#8230;\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5927,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[172,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2486","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mina-tankar","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/almqvistblogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2486","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/almqvistblogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/almqvistblogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/almqvistblogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5927"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/almqvistblogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2486"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/almqvistblogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2486\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/almqvistblogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2486"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/almqvistblogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2486"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/almqvistblogg\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2486"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}