{"id":29,"date":"2012-01-07T00:28:00","date_gmt":"2012-01-06T23:28:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/annaedstrom\/2012\/01\/07\/andas\/"},"modified":"2012-01-07T00:28:00","modified_gmt":"2012-01-06T23:28:00","slug":"andas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/annaedstrom\/2012\/01\/07\/andas\/","title":{"rendered":"Andas.."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18px;\">Flickan springer, hon springer fr&aring;n allt.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18px;\"> Dom kommer ikapp, tar tag i henne, sn&auml;lla stanna.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18px;\"> Flickan vill inte stanna, hon vill bryta sig fri.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18px;\">Sn&auml;lla sl&auml;pp mig, dom sl&auml;pper inte.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18px;\">Ilskan sprider sig som en vulkan. Faaan det rinner &ouml;ver skriker hon,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18px;\">fattar ni inte!? Dom fattar inte.&nbsp;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18px;\">Paniken sprider sig mer och mer, hon faller ner p&aring; kn&auml;.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18px;\">Hon skriker, hon gr&aring;ter, hon sliter sitt h&aring;r.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18px;\">Hon &auml;cklas utav deras k&auml;rlek, den l&aring;ter henne inte andas,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18px;\">den kv&auml;ver henne. Hon k&auml;nner hur hon sakta f&ouml;rvandlas.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18px;\">F&ouml;rst &ouml;gonen, dom &auml;ndrar f&auml;rg till svart, sedan hennes panna,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18px;\">det b&ouml;rjar v&auml;rka, hon k&auml;nner med sina h&auml;nder, det b&ouml;rjar sakta v&auml;xa fram horn. Hon skriker, sn&auml;lla ge er av, l&aring;t mig g&aring;.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18px;\">Men dom lyssnar inte. Vi &auml;lskar dig, &auml;lskade du.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><font size=\"4\">Hon rynkar p&aring; n&auml;san som om hon k&auml;nde lukten av skit. L&aring;t mig bara vara en liten stund, en dag, en timma, en minut.<\/font><\/p>\n<p><font size=\"4\">Jag beh&ouml;ver andas igen, jag m&aring;ste f&aring; luft.<\/font><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><font size=\"4\">Hon fr&aring;gar varf&ouml;r!? Varf&ouml;r kan ni inte bara acceptera att jag vill vara ensam en minut, det k&auml;nns som om ni f&ouml;rs&ouml;ker g&ouml;ra mig till eran, att ni tar &ouml;ver mig, varf&ouml;r? Jag &auml;lskar er, men l&aring;t mig g&aring;.<\/font><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><font size=\"4\">Hon f&aring;r inget svar, s&aring; hon v&auml;nder sig om och ler, hennes &ouml;gon byter tillbaks f&auml;rg, hornen sjunker in.<\/font><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><font size=\"4\">Ist&auml;llet ser hon vingar som sakta v&auml;xer fram, dom &auml;r vita som sn&ouml; och lena som sammet.<\/font><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><font size=\"4\">&#8221;Hon sa, det &auml;r vi barn med hj&auml;rtan av guld, som sjunker som stenar i vattnet.&#8221;<\/font><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/s.improveme.se\/data\/filearchive\/278434.0x0.jpg\" target=\"_BLANK\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/s.improveme.se\/data\/filearchive\/278434.510x0.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Flickan springer, hon springer fr&aring;n allt. Dom kommer ikapp, tar tag i henne, sn&auml;lla stanna. Flickan vill inte stanna, hon vill bryta sig fri. Sn&auml;lla sl&auml;pp mig, dom sl&auml;pper inte. Ilskan sprider sig som en vulkan. Faaan det rinner &ouml;ver skriker hon, fattar ni inte!? Dom fattar inte.&nbsp; Paniken sprider sig mer och mer, &#8230; <a title=\"Andas..\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/annaedstrom\/2012\/01\/07\/andas\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Andas..\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1044,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-29","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/annaedstrom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/annaedstrom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/annaedstrom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/annaedstrom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1044"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/annaedstrom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=29"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/annaedstrom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/annaedstrom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=29"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/annaedstrom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=29"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/annaedstrom\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=29"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}