{"id":165,"date":"2011-05-16T07:55:39","date_gmt":"2011-05-16T05:55:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/metrobloggen.se\/lifeofannelie\/?p=144"},"modified":"2011-05-16T07:55:39","modified_gmt":"2011-05-16T05:55:39","slug":"den-dar-kanslan-att-inte-duga-suck","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/anneliebjork\/2011\/05\/16\/den-dar-kanslan-att-inte-duga-suck\/","title":{"rendered":"Den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan att inte duga…*suck*"},"content":{"rendered":"
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fattar inte varf\u00f6r den ”den d\u00e4r” k\u00e4nslan kommer \u00f6ver mig!? Eller…jo, det vet jag ju egentligen…Inte alls lika ofta l\u00e4ngre men den finns d\u00e4r mer eller mindre hela tiden – k\u00e4nslan att inte duga! Men ig\u00e5r var en s\u00e5n dag…vaknade upp med den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan av sorg i sj\u00e4len, klev ur s\u00e4ngen \u00e5 m\u00f6tte min egen spegelbild….HUAA!! \u00c5 sen var det ig\u00e5ng…tankarna i huvet som bara mal \u00e5 mal..men, numera kan jag iaf prata om det – \u00e5 f\u00e5r jag bara g\u00f6ra det s\u00e5 h\u00f6r jag ju sj\u00e4lv hur sjukt det l\u00e5ter. Eller..en del av mig h\u00f6r att det l\u00e5ter helt galet medans den andra delen t\u00e4nker s\u00e5 det knakar…om jag g\u00f6r s\u00e5h\u00e4r…eller s\u00e5h\u00e4r…eller…? D\u00e5 kanske jag duger…\u00c5h, om jag \u00e4nd\u00e5 kunde l\u00e4ra mig tycka om mig sj\u00e4lv lite mer…bara lite. Hade en kanonbra diskussion h\u00e4romdagen med Darlingen om just det…\u00f6nskar jag kunde f\u00e5 lite av hans s\u00e4tt \u00e5 t\u00e4nka \u00e5 vara…<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Jaja, vad \u00e4r v\u00e4l en bal p\u00e5 slottet…<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n

<\/span><\/span>Helgen har varit bra…grillat \u00e5 druckit vin, kalajsat, slipat staket \u00e5 fixat lite…en trevlans helg helt enkelt<\/p>\n

Kan iaf se tillbaka p\u00e5 f\u00f6rra veckans tr\u00e4ning och k\u00e4nna mig sjukt n\u00f6jd..<\/p>\n

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*Tv\u00e5 benpass…tv\u00e5 rent utav \u00f6verj\u00e4vliga <\/strong><\/em>s\u00e5dana men efter\u00e5t s\u00e5….LOVE IT<3<\/p>\n

*Ett bicepspass<\/p>\n

*Ett ryggpass<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

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s\u00e5h\u00e4r n\u00f6jd var jag efter f\u00f6rra veckans bicepspass;)\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c5 s\u00e5 cardio p\u00e5 det…<\/p>\n

Dags f\u00f6r jobb…*suck* \u00f6nskar mig en hemmadag…men det f\u00e5r f\u00f6rbli en \u00f6nskan idag.<\/p>\n

Ha en h\u00e4rlig m\u00e5ndag ni d\u00e4r ute…\u00e5 jag, jag ska g\u00f6ra mitt b\u00e4sta\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Puss<\/p>\n

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…. fattar inte varf\u00f6r den ”den d\u00e4r” k\u00e4nslan kommer \u00f6ver mig!? Eller…jo, det vet jag ju egentligen…Inte alls lika ofta l\u00e4ngre men den finns d\u00e4r mer eller mindre hela tiden – k\u00e4nslan att inte duga! Men ig\u00e5r var en s\u00e5n dag…vaknade upp med den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan av sorg i sj\u00e4len, klev ur s\u00e4ngen \u00e5 m\u00f6tte … L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9957,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-165","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/anneliebjork\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/165","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/anneliebjork\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/anneliebjork\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/anneliebjork\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9957"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/anneliebjork\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=165"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/anneliebjork\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/165\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/anneliebjork\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=165"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/anneliebjork\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=165"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/anneliebjork\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=165"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}