{"id":29,"date":"2015-05-13T17:45:49","date_gmt":"2015-05-13T15:45:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blond\/?p=29"},"modified":"2015-05-13T17:45:49","modified_gmt":"2015-05-13T15:45:49","slug":"man-och-depp","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blond\/2015\/05\/13\/man-och-depp\/","title":{"rendered":"man och depp?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Idag m\u00e5r jag f\u00f6rv\u00e5nansv\u00e4rt bra, om jag ska j\u00e4mf\u00f6ra med ig\u00e5r. \u00a0Jag var s\u00e5 ledsen ig\u00e5r, att g\u00e5rdagens tankar i mitt huvud idag k\u00e4nns som skam.<br \/>\nIbland undrar jag om mitt undermedvetna bara vill f\u00f6rnedra mig sj\u00e4lv. Jag tror s\u00e5 d\u00e5ligt om mig, och jag \u00e4r alla dagar i veckan, min egen st\u00f6rsta fiende.<br \/>\nShit, varf\u00f6r blir jag ens os\u00e4ker dessa dagar n\u00e4r jag m\u00e5r som jag gjorde ig\u00e5r? N\u00e4r jag i slut\u00e4ndan \u00e4nd\u00e5 vet att <span style=\"text-decoration: underline\">ingen kritiserar mig s\u00e5 h\u00e5rt som jag<\/span>.<\/p>\n<p><em>Hur som helst vaknade jag imorse, k\u00e4nde mig \u00e4nd\u00e5 ganska fin. <\/em><br \/>\n<em>Gick till jobbet, k\u00e4nde mig ganska pigg, trots den eviga tr\u00f6tthetsk\u00e4nslan jag lever i nu.\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Jobbade hela dagen, k\u00e4nde mig relativt glad. Trots att jag i min ensamhet endast gr\u00e5tit senaste veckorna.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>N\u00e4r jag gick fr\u00e5n jobbet idag, var jag stolt \u00f6ver mig sj\u00e4lv.<\/em><br \/>\n\u00e5h det \u00e4r s\u00e5 mycket jag vill skriva h\u00e4r!! F\u00f6r jag pratar aldrig med n\u00e5gon om hur jag egentligen k\u00e4nner. n\u00e5gonsin. l\u00e4ngre. Jag vill inte belasta n\u00e5gon annan.\u00a0<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn1.cdnme.se\/cdn\/6-1\/2408936\/images\/2011\/scorpio-tattoo_180899282.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"64\" height=\"64\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Queen Nicki, she always makes me feel stronger<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<center>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<object width=\"100%\" height=\"425\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<param name=\"movie\" value=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/y9cZjRDsc_k?version=3&amp;hl=sv_SE&amp;rel=0\"><\/param>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<param name=\"allowfullscreen\" value=\"true\"><\/param>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<param name=\"allowScriptAccess\" value=\"always\"><\/param>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<embed src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/y9cZjRDsc_k?version=3&amp;hl=sv_SE&amp;rel=0\" type=\"application\/x-shockwave-flash\" allowscriptaccess=\"always\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" width=\"100%\" height=\"425\"><\/embed>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/object>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/center>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Idag m\u00e5r jag f\u00f6rv\u00e5nansv\u00e4rt bra, om jag ska j\u00e4mf\u00f6ra med ig\u00e5r. \u00a0Jag var s\u00e5 ledsen ig\u00e5r, att g\u00e5rdagens tankar i mitt huvud idag k\u00e4nns som skam. Ibland undrar jag om mitt undermedvetna bara vill f\u00f6rnedra mig sj\u00e4lv. Jag tror s\u00e5 d\u00e5ligt om mig, och jag \u00e4r alla dagar i veckan, min egen st\u00f6rsta fiende. Shit, &#8230; <a title=\"man och depp?\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blond\/2015\/05\/13\/man-och-depp\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om man och depp?\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7110,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-29","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blond\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blond\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blond\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blond\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/7110"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blond\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=29"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blond\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blond\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=29"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blond\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=29"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blond\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=29"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}