{"id":592,"date":"2014-11-08T04:01:24","date_gmt":"2014-11-08T03:01:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fames.se\/blondinas\/?p=592"},"modified":"2014-11-08T04:01:24","modified_gmt":"2014-11-08T03:01:24","slug":"jag-saknar-dig","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blondina\/2014\/11\/08\/jag-saknar-dig\/","title":{"rendered":"Jag saknar dig"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/fames.se\/blondinas\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/10736\/2014\/11\/1136488udb7l9hcg8.gif\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-599\" alt=\"1136488udb7l9hcg8\" src=\"http:\/\/fames.se\/blondinas\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/10736\/2014\/11\/1136488udb7l9hcg8.gif\" width=\"400\" height=\"50\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/fames.se\/blondinas\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/10736\/2014\/11\/penny.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-598\" alt=\"penny\" src=\"http:\/\/fames.se\/blondinas\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/10736\/2014\/11\/penny.jpg\" width=\"505\" height=\"261\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\"><em>Idag tog v\u00e5ran r\u00e5tta Penny farv\u00e4l hon l\u00e4mnade oss. Jag tyckte att tjejerna i buren var s\u00e5 ovanligt tysta men t\u00e4nkte inte mer p\u00e5 det men s\u00e5g sen Lillan l\u00e4ngst ner i buren, hon l\u00e5g s\u00e5 ovanligt konstigt \u00f6ver n\u00e5got m\u00f6rkt. Rakel? Penny? Stella-M\u00e5ne? Jag sm\u00f6g till buren, f\u00f6r var Lillan ig\u00e5ng och putsade n\u00e5gon kompis, s\u00e5 klart jag inte ville st\u00f6ra. Det var Penny som Lillan l\u00e5g \u00f6ver. Penny l\u00e5g p\u00e5 sidan, hon r\u00f6rde sig inte och Lillan gjorde ingen konstig r\u00f6relse eller n\u00e5. Jag fick \u00f6ppna burd\u00f6rren, Lillans syster Gaia kom fram och h\u00e4lsade men fick lyfta bort henne. Jag klappade Lillan f\u00f6rsiktigt \u00f6ver huvudet och ryggen men hon flyttade sig inte, hon kikade bak, tittade p\u00e5 mig men inget mer.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\"><em>Jag fick lyfta bort Lillan och ta upp Penny. Penny var d\u00f6d. T\u00e5rarna br\u00e4nde bakom mina \u00f6gonlock, och sanningen kr\u00f6p upp f\u00f6r mig. Jag st\u00f6rtb\u00f6lade och gick med henne in till k\u00f6ket och fixade en liten l\u00e5da som hon skulle begravas i. Jag b\u00e4ddade i ordning med lite tyg som jag hittade och l\u00e4t t\u00e5rarna bara rinna..<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\"><em>Hon skulle snart fylla 2 \u00e5r, hon var en speciell liten dam &#8211; hur ska vi klara av detta? Penny, du \u00e4r saknad!<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-596\" alt=\"10482114_585512658226341_6997023045967383526_n\" src=\"http:\/\/fames.se\/blondinas\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/10736\/2014\/11\/10482114_585512658226341_6997023045967383526_n.jpg\" width=\"850\" height=\"567\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/fames.se\/blondinas\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/10736\/2014\/11\/IMG_20140522_170107.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-600\" alt=\"IMG_20140522_170107\" src=\"http:\/\/fames.se\/blondinas\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/10736\/2014\/11\/IMG_20140522_170107.jpg\" width=\"800\" height=\"800\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><strong><em>Vem fan \u00e4r Gud att d\u00f6mma?<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<strong><em>D\u00f6da ett liv s\u00e5d\u00e4r,<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<strong><em>p\u00e5 ett \u00f6gonblick<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<strong><em>S\u00e4g vem fan \u00e4r Gud att d\u00f6mma?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><strong><em>S\u00e5 jag bygger en egen bro nu<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<strong><em>F\u00f6r mannen vi ber till,<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<strong><em>han bara j\u00e4vlas med oss<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<strong><em>S\u00e5 jag bygger en egen tro nu<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><strong><em>Vem fan \u00e4r Gud med elden?<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<strong><em>Allt som vi trott p\u00e5,<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<strong><em>har brunnit upp<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<strong><em>S\u00e4g vem fan \u00e4r Gud med elden?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><strong><em>Jag saknar dig<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<strong><em>Jag hatar dig<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<strong><em>Jag saknar dig<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<strong><em>Jag hatar dig<\/em><\/strong><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/fames.se\/blondinas\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/10736\/2014\/11\/1136488udb7l9hcg8.gif\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" alt=\"1136488udb7l9hcg8\" src=\"http:\/\/fames.se\/blondinas\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/10736\/2014\/11\/1136488udb7l9hcg8.gif\" width=\"400\" height=\"50\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Idag tog v\u00e5ran r\u00e5tta Penny farv\u00e4l hon l\u00e4mnade oss. Jag tyckte att tjejerna i buren var s\u00e5 ovanligt tysta men t\u00e4nkte inte mer p\u00e5 det men s\u00e5g sen Lillan l\u00e4ngst ner i buren, hon l\u00e5g s\u00e5 ovanligt konstigt \u00f6ver n\u00e5got m\u00f6rkt. Rakel? Penny? Stella-M\u00e5ne? Jag sm\u00f6g till buren, f\u00f6r var Lillan ig\u00e5ng och putsade n\u00e5gon &#8230; <a title=\"Jag saknar dig\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blondina\/2014\/11\/08\/jag-saknar-dig\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Jag saknar dig\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":8260,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[40,39,33],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-592","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ett-rattliv","category-citatjust-saying","category-kanslor-tankar-funderingar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blondina\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/592","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blondina\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blondina\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blondina\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/8260"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blondina\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=592"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blondina\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/592\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blondina\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=592"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blondina\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=592"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/blondina\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=592"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}