{"id":41,"date":"2009-11-15T14:05:00","date_gmt":"2009-11-15T13:05:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/bymadelyn\/2009\/11\/15\/ensam\/"},"modified":"2009-11-15T14:05:00","modified_gmt":"2009-11-15T13:05:00","slug":"ensam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/bymadelyn\/2009\/11\/15\/ensam\/","title":{"rendered":"Ensam?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><P>Vi var p\u00e5 S\u00f6derhof ig\u00e5r. Det var j\u00e4tte fint. Aldrig vart d\u00e4r f\u00f6rut satt ig\u00e5r r\u00f6k min oskuld &#8230; Haha! Skojja ju bara &#8230; Men i alla fall, det var f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen. Hade v\u00e4ldigt roligt. Efter gick vi till Metro. Festade g\u00e4rnet och hade kul. Sen t\u00e4nker jag bara l\u00e4mna det d\u00f6r. S\u00e5 PUNKT SLUT. Inget mer att s\u00e4ga\/skriva. Nu sitter jag h\u00e4r och \u00e4r allm\u00e4nt j\u00e4tteseg. Funderar p\u00e5 att g\u00e5 ut och g\u00e5, r\u00e4tt mysigt att g\u00e5 p\u00e5 promenad \u00e4ven om v\u00e4dret \u00e4r d\u00e5ligt. Det \u00e4nda som saknas nu \u00e4r en fin pojkv\u00e4n som v\u00e4rmer min hand under promenaden. Ibland saknar man att ha ett f\u00f6rh\u00e5llande. Allt det gulliga och mysiga. Men det blir alltid s\u00e5 mycket br\u00e5k i mina, jag \u00e4r nog j\u00e4vligt jobbig att vara ihop med tror jag. Jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker alltid att \u00e4ndra p\u00e5 dem. Varf\u00f6r kan man inte bara acceptera varandra f\u00f6r vad man \u00e4r? Eller snarare, varf\u00f6r kan inte JAG det? Accepterar man inte den andre, \u00e4r man verkligen k\u00e4r d\u00e5? Eller \u00e4r man k\u00e4r i personen man tror att man kan &#8221;skapa&#8221;? Vad jag t\u00e4nker, t\u00e4nker f\u00f6r mycket nu. Vill inte ens ha en pojkv\u00e4n. Eller? Vill jag? \u00c5h, nej nu slutar jag upp med det h\u00e4r. <\/P><br \/>\n<P><A href=\"http:\/\/s.improveme.se\/data\/filearchive\/72878.0x0.jpg\" target=_BLANK><IMG src=\"http:\/\/s.improveme.se\/data\/filearchive\/72878.510x0.jpg\" border=0><\/A><\/P><br \/>\n<P><STRONG>Puss &amp; Kram<\/STRONG> &nbsp;<\/P><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Vi var p\u00e5 S\u00f6derhof ig\u00e5r. Det var j\u00e4tte fint. Aldrig vart d\u00e4r f\u00f6rut satt ig\u00e5r r\u00f6k min oskuld &#8230; Haha! Skojja ju bara &#8230; Men i alla fall, det var f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen. Hade v\u00e4ldigt roligt. Efter gick vi till Metro. Festade g\u00e4rnet och hade kul. Sen t\u00e4nker jag bara l\u00e4mna det d\u00f6r. S\u00e5 PUNKT SLUT. &#8230; <a title=\"Ensam?\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/bymadelyn\/2009\/11\/15\/ensam\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Ensam?\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1670,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-41","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/bymadelyn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/41","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/bymadelyn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/bymadelyn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/bymadelyn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1670"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/bymadelyn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=41"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/bymadelyn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/41\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/bymadelyn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=41"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/bymadelyn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=41"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/bymadelyn\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=41"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}