The last time I left ya, I was stuffed with turkey. Never in all the time I had been dictating these message did I think anyone wanted to hear my sad tale of strife with love loss. So to recap what I had written before I she came… Let’s get some background before the meeting.
I was a freshman in college, far away from home, and severed from familiarities of home. I had some friends from Stockholm at the time, students that came here for an American education, I bet they thought twice about that now that our system has gone shit lately with all the budget cuts. I sat with my good friend at the time who told me of the conquests he had living downtown in the capital, So one day he showed me his myspace, and I began to browse his friends, and browse their friends, and browse their friends and so forth. Through the svensk rabbit hole I went, which I have to admit, I sparked an online relationship between them which brought her to California months later to go to school out here. But that’s is another story.
So my interests were prick by girl that I will call Jane Doe, to hide her true identity, and like Jane Doe, identifying her now would be like going to morgue and identifying a corpse that was once lively recognizable is now just hollow cold love one. This may sound like a morbid comparison, however honestly if one was to think of their best relationship that they would do over I can bet it’s would feel close to that likeness;
Jane’s Myspace profile, was much more genuine at the time then most profile pages, documenting articles and loved ones that were important to her. Then something, I can’t really explain it made me reach out to her. It was a photo of her playing with a child in a grassy area. It’s wasn’t that I am gentleman whom has a fetish for mothers, it wasn’t even her child. What really got me about this photo was the pure jubilation in her face of while the child was jumping around her. It’s was as if I could trust her with a important parcel, or secret.
My sugar high has faded and my body is about to crash if anyone wants to ask questions or give me a shout about divulging anymore detail through this purging please comment… Tack så mycket.