{"id":114,"date":"2014-07-13T02:47:31","date_gmt":"2014-07-13T00:47:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/daniellahansson\/?p=114"},"modified":"2014-07-13T02:47:31","modified_gmt":"2014-07-13T00:47:31","slug":"katastrof-dag","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/daniellahansson\/2014\/07\/13\/katastrof-dag\/","title":{"rendered":"katastrof dag."},"content":{"rendered":"

Idag har nog inget g\u00e5tt bra. Absolut ingenting. Sov inget, \u00e5ngest, tankar och br\u00e5k. Jag hatar att br\u00e5ka s\u00e5 \u00e5ngest och tankar g\u00e5r v\u00e4l hand i hand med det. Men ibland \u00e4r jag riktigt d\u00e5lig p\u00e5 att hantera mina k\u00e4nslor, kan l\u00e5ta dom g\u00e5 \u00f6verstyr och d\u00e5 blir det br\u00e5k, s\u00e5 har v\u00e4l mest mig sj\u00e4lv att skylla. Mina tabletter \u00e4r inte helt inst\u00e4llda \u00e4nnu s\u00e5 mina hum\u00f6rsv\u00e4gningar finns kvar, mest ilskan, jag vill inte bli arg, men kan inte r\u00e5f\u00f6r det och t\u00e4nker efter senare vad jag sagt. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 j\u00e4klans dumt, f\u00f6r jag vill inte vara elak, vill inte vara arg eller en idiot. F\u00f6r mig rinner b\u00e4garen \u00f6ver p\u00e5 bara en sekund, n\u00e4r jag f\u00f6rut hade t\u00e5lamod som en \u00e4ngel, vad fan han h\u00e4nt med mig?<\/p>\n

\u00c4nnu en dag i mitt liv som bipol\u00e4r, alla k\u00e4nslor samtidigt och p\u00e5 fel st\u00e4llen. Tror jag \u00e4r p\u00e5v\u00e4g ner\u00e5t igen, blir att ringa psykolog p\u00e5 m\u00e5ndag.<\/p>\n

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Idag har nog inget g\u00e5tt bra. Absolut ingenting. Sov inget, \u00e5ngest, tankar och br\u00e5k. Jag hatar att br\u00e5ka s\u00e5 \u00e5ngest och tankar g\u00e5r v\u00e4l hand i hand med det. Men ibland \u00e4r jag riktigt d\u00e5lig p\u00e5 att hantera mina k\u00e4nslor, kan l\u00e5ta dom g\u00e5 \u00f6verstyr och d\u00e5 blir det br\u00e5k, s\u00e5 har v\u00e4l mest mig … L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":8982,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-114","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-livet-med-bipolar-sjukdom","category-livet-som-bipolar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/daniellahansson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/114","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/daniellahansson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/daniellahansson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/daniellahansson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/8982"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/daniellahansson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=114"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/daniellahansson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/114\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/daniellahansson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=114"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/daniellahansson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=114"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/daniellahansson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=114"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}