{"id":39,"date":"2013-01-31T18:23:50","date_gmt":"2013-01-31T17:23:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/?p=39"},"modified":"2013-01-31T18:23:50","modified_gmt":"2013-01-31T17:23:50","slug":"tuffa-beslut","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/2013\/01\/31\/tuffa-beslut\/","title":{"rendered":"Tuffa beslut"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Jag k\u00e4nner f\u00f6r att banka huvudet i v\u00e4ggen, men eftersom det inte skulle vara till n\u00e5gon nytta s\u00e5 ska jag l\u00e5ta bli. Jag sitter och t\u00e4nker igenom alla beslut jag n\u00e5gonsin har fattat, g\u00e5r igenom alla k\u00e4nslor jag n\u00e5gonsin har k\u00e4nt i hopp om att l\u00f6sa dagens situation. Ska man lita p\u00e5 att allt ska l\u00f6sa sig utav sig sj\u00e4lv eller ska man r\u00f6ra om i grytan?<\/p>\n<p>N\u00e4r allt \u00e4r perfekt d\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det som om att man vet exakt alla de r\u00e4tta svaren, men n\u00e4r allt \u00e4r som skit s\u00e5 gl\u00f6mmer man bort vad man ska g\u00f6ra till och med om man egentligen vet det.<\/p>\n<p>Jag har v\u00e4rldens obehagligaste k\u00e4nslan i magen, jag k\u00e4nner mig s\u00e5 levande (p\u00e5 ett negativt s\u00e4tt). Det k\u00e4nns som om n\u00e5gon konfronterar mig, h\u00e4r och nu. Jag vill bara att allt ska bli som jag vill men jag vill inte tvinga det h\u00e4nda. Backar jag eller tar jag ett steg fram? Att bara t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 det g\u00f6r mig galen.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/files\/2013\/01\/Bild-2012-10-17-kl.-18.57.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-40\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/files\/2013\/01\/Bild-2012-10-17-kl.-18.57.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"640\" height=\"480\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/files\/2013\/01\/Bild-2012-10-17-kl.-18.57.jpg 640w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/files\/2013\/01\/Bild-2012-10-17-kl.-18.57-300x225.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag k\u00e4nner f\u00f6r att banka huvudet i v\u00e4ggen, men eftersom det inte skulle vara till n\u00e5gon nytta s\u00e5 ska jag l\u00e5ta bli. Jag sitter och t\u00e4nker igenom alla beslut jag n\u00e5gonsin har fattat, g\u00e5r igenom alla k\u00e4nslor jag n\u00e5gonsin har k\u00e4nt i hopp om att l\u00f6sa dagens situation. Ska man lita p\u00e5 att allt ska &#8230; <a title=\"Tuffa beslut\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/2013\/01\/31\/tuffa-beslut\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Tuffa beslut\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4154,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4154"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=39"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=39"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=39"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/december\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=39"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}