{"id":1495,"date":"2014-08-25T18:08:56","date_gmt":"2014-08-25T16:08:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianac\/?p=1495"},"modified":"2014-08-25T18:14:39","modified_gmt":"2014-08-25T16:14:39","slug":"2014-08-25","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianac\/2014\/08\/25\/2014-08-25\/","title":{"rendered":"2014-08-25"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sitter h\u00e4r full med tankar. M\u00e5ndagar d\u00e5 barnen \u00e4r hos sin pappa k\u00e4nner jag s\u00e5dan tomhet inom mig, k\u00e4nslan av ensamhet varannan m\u00e5ndag \u00e4r s\u00e5 hemsk. Ikv\u00e4ll planerade jag avsiktligt inte in n\u00e5got, bara f\u00f6r att jag beh\u00f6ver smaka p\u00e5 den, <strong>(k\u00e4nslan av ensamhet.) <\/strong>Ibland tycker jag om att vara ensamen men ibland \u00e4r det s\u00e5dan pl\u00e5ga. Jag lj\u00f6g n\u00e4r jag tidigare skrev att jag inte vill dela mitt liv med n\u00e5gon. Jag vill det (!) D\u00e4remot beh\u00f6ver jag bli stark i mig sj\u00e4lv. Jag jobbar p\u00e5 det (!) Men d\u00e4remot vill jag inte vara med n\u00e5gon d\u00e4r den andra \u00e4r &#8221;den&#8221; f\u00f6r mig och jag inte \u00e4r &#8221;den&#8221; f\u00f6r honom om ni f\u00f6rst\u00e5r hur jag menar, det ska ju liksom g\u00e5 \u00e5t b\u00e5da h\u00e5llen. Jag ska vara &#8221;den&#8221; f\u00f6r honom och han ska vara &#8221;den&#8221; f\u00f6r mig \ud83d\ude09 <\/p>\n<p><strong>Dagens b\u00e4sta:<\/strong> <\/p>\n<p>P\u00e5 en av mina arbetsplatser har jag gjort papper med namn d\u00e4r vi s\u00e4tter positiva ord p\u00e5 varanndra, jag skrev inte upp mig sj\u00e4lv, men idag skrev en kollega dit mitt namn och satte upp tre ord, s\u00e5 rart! \ud83d\ude42 <\/p>\n<p><strong>Dagens s\u00e4msta: <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Inget som b\u00f6r skrivas i en offentlig blogg (standard svar I know.) <\/p>\n<p><strong>Dagens l\u00e5t: <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"John Newman - Love Me Again\" width=\"1200\" height=\"675\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/CfihYWRWRTQ?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sitter h\u00e4r full med tankar. M\u00e5ndagar d\u00e5 barnen \u00e4r hos sin pappa k\u00e4nner jag s\u00e5dan tomhet inom mig, k\u00e4nslan av ensamhet varannan m\u00e5ndag \u00e4r s\u00e5 hemsk. Ikv\u00e4ll planerade jag avsiktligt inte in n\u00e5got, bara f\u00f6r att jag beh\u00f6ver smaka p\u00e5 den, (k\u00e4nslan av ensamhet.) Ibland tycker jag om att vara ensamen men ibland \u00e4r det &#8230; <a title=\"2014-08-25\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianac\/2014\/08\/25\/2014-08-25\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om 2014-08-25\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5549,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1495","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianac\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1495","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianac\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianac\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianac\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5549"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianac\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1495"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianac\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1495\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianac\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1495"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianac\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1495"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianac\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1495"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}