{"id":761,"date":"2014-02-23T21:36:04","date_gmt":"2014-02-23T20:36:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianalyzell\/?p=761"},"modified":"2014-02-23T21:36:04","modified_gmt":"2014-02-23T20:36:04","slug":"en-hint-om-varfor-jag-inte-ar-pa-topp-just-nu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianalyzell\/2014\/02\/23\/en-hint-om-varfor-jag-inte-ar-pa-topp-just-nu\/","title":{"rendered":"En hint om varf\u00f6r jag inte \u00e4r p\u00e5 topp just nu&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Alla s\u00f6mnl\u00f6sa n\u00e4tter d\u00e4r jag vet att han \u00e4r i armarna p\u00e5 en annan och \u00e4ndl\u00f6sa dagar med tunga \u00f6gonlock och ett \u00e4nnu tyngre hj\u00e4rta. Varje morgon lovar jag mig sj\u00e4lv att &#8221;idag \u00e4r dagen jag kommer \u00f6ver honom&#8221; f\u00f6r att p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen inse att jag inte alls har gjort det. Hur fan kunde jag l\u00e5ta mig sj\u00e4lv f\u00e5 k\u00e4nslor f\u00f6r honom. Hur kunde jag l\u00e5ta mig sj\u00e4lv \u00e4lska igen, med vetskapen om att \u00e4ven denna romans kommer att vara som alla andra, Obesvarad.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianalyzell\/files\/2014\/02\/Namnl\u00f6s.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-762\" alt=\"Namnl\u00f6s\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianalyzell\/files\/2014\/02\/Namnl\u00f6s.jpg\" width=\"266\" height=\"559\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Det finns en lycklig Diana ocks\u00e5, men just nu sitter lyckan v\u00e4ldigt l\u00e5ngt in&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Alla s\u00f6mnl\u00f6sa n\u00e4tter d\u00e4r jag vet att han \u00e4r i armarna p\u00e5 en annan och \u00e4ndl\u00f6sa dagar med tunga \u00f6gonlock och ett \u00e4nnu tyngre hj\u00e4rta. Varje morgon lovar jag mig sj\u00e4lv att &#8221;idag \u00e4r dagen jag kommer \u00f6ver honom&#8221; f\u00f6r att p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen inse att jag inte alls har gjort det. Hur fan kunde jag &#8230; <a title=\"En hint om varf\u00f6r jag inte \u00e4r p\u00e5 topp just nu&#8230;\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianalyzell\/2014\/02\/23\/en-hint-om-varfor-jag-inte-ar-pa-topp-just-nu\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om En hint om varf\u00f6r jag inte \u00e4r p\u00e5 topp just nu&#8230;\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4241,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-761","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-asiktertankar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianalyzell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/761","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianalyzell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianalyzell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianalyzell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4241"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianalyzell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=761"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianalyzell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/761\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianalyzell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=761"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianalyzell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=761"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/dianalyzell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=761"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}