Jag fick verkligen en flash back ig\u00e5r. N\u00e5gon som st\u00e5r mycket n\u00e4ra mig, som \u00e4r en av mina absolut b\u00e4sta v\u00e4nner befann sig i n\u00e4stan samma situation som jag f\u00f6r drygt ett \u00e5r sedan. Jag blev helt st\u00e4lld, f\u00f6r det var inte jag som tog mina beslut eller best\u00e4mde vad som var b\u00e4st f\u00f6r mig den dagen som jag n\u00e5dde bottnen. Jag har alltid sagt att det \u00e4r l\u00e4ttare n\u00e4r man har varit d\u00e4r sj\u00e4lv men man gl\u00f6mmer l\u00e4tt att det finns olika perspektiv. Jag hade inga svar ig\u00e5r, jag t\u00e4nkte i cirklar tillbaka men ins\u00e5g att jag inte varit med om detta innan. Jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5r min omgivning nu, f\u00f6rst\u00e5r att de beslutade sig f\u00f6r att det b\u00e4sta f\u00f6r mig d\u00e5 var att l\u00e4ggas in mot min vilja. F\u00f6r nu \u00e4r det helt pl\u00f6tsligt jag som \u00e4r omgivningen. <\/p>\n
Jag kom p\u00e5 mig sj\u00e4lv med att s\u00e4ga precis samma saker som jag var s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannad p\u00e5 att f\u00e5 h\u00f6ra. Men det var just i det \u00f6gonblicket jag k\u00e4nde att jag f\u00f6rstod b\u00e4gge sidor f\u00f6r f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen p\u00e5 riktigt. <\/p>\n
En speciell l\u00e5t f\u00f6r en speciell person…<\/p>\n
I was left to my own devices
\nMany days fell away with nothing to show<\/p>\n
And the walls kept tumbling down
\nIn the city that we love
\nGrey clouds roll over the hills
\nBringing darkness from above<\/p>\n
But if you close your eyes,
\nDoes it almost feel like
\nNothing changed at all?
\nAnd if you close your eyes,
\nDoes it almost feel like
\nYou’ve been here before?
\nHow am I gonna be an optimist about this?
\nHow am I gonna be an optimist about this?<\/p>\n
We were caught up and lost in all of our vices
\nIn your pose as the dust settled around us<\/p>\n
And the walls kept tumbling down
\nIn the city that we love
\nGrey clouds roll over the hills
\nBringing darkness from above<\/p>\n
But if you close your eyes,
\nDoes it almost feel like
\nNothing changed at all?
\nAnd if you close your eyes,
\nDoes it almost feel like
\nYou’ve been here before?
\nHow am I gonna be an optimist about this?
\nHow am I gonna be an optimist about this?
\nIf you close your eyes<\/p>\n
Eh-eh-o eh-o [4x]<\/p>\n
Oh where do we begin?
\nThe rubble or our sins?
\nOh where do we begin?
\nThe rubble or our sins?<\/p>\n
And the walls kept tumbling down
\nIn the city that we love
\nGrey clouds roll over the hills
\nBringing darkness from above<\/p>\n
But if you close your eyes,
\nDoes it almost feel like
\nNothing changed at all?
\nAnd if you close your eyes,
\nDoes it almost feel like
\nYou’ve been here before?
\nHow am I gonna be an optimist about this?
\nHow am I gonna be an optimist about this?<\/p>\n
If you close your eyes, does it almost feel like nothing changed at all?
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