{"id":1051,"date":"2013-08-11T22:00:58","date_gmt":"2013-08-11T20:00:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/?p=1051"},"modified":"2013-08-11T22:00:58","modified_gmt":"2013-08-11T20:00:58","slug":"den-unga-kvinnan-med-alla-dessa-stygn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/2013\/08\/11\/den-unga-kvinnan-med-alla-dessa-stygn\/","title":{"rendered":"Den unga kvinnan med alla dessa stygn"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Allt som oftast l\u00e5ter jag blicken falla p\u00e5 mitt \u00e4rr.<br \/>\nEtt j\u00e4mnt, tunt streck som efter m\u00e5nga \u00e5rs omhuldande b\u00f6rjar sm\u00e4lta in i huden.<br \/>\nJag kan inte t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 \u00e4rret utan att \u00f6verv\u00e4ldigas av mina inombordsliga \u00e4rrs kraft.<br \/>\nLivsv\u00e4rlden s\u00e5som jag k\u00e4nde den, f\u00f6r\u00e4ndrades brutalt, bokstavligen \u00f6ver en natt.<br \/>\nAldrig mer skulle jag f\u00e5 erfara vad det inneb\u00e4r att vara sedd.<br \/>\n\u00c4rret till trots \u2013 det d\u00e4r f\u00f6rhatliga missprydande strecket, summan av p\u00e5 tok f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga stygn \u2013 \u00e4r det f\u00e5 som ser den unga kvinnan med alla dessa stygn.<\/p>\n<p>Men jag har mitt p\u00e5tagliga \u00e4rr, ett vittne om vad som har drabbat mig, vilket inte alla sm\u00e4rtsjuka har.<br \/>\nAtt inte kunna uppvisa konkreta tecken p\u00e5 varf\u00f6r man inte l\u00e4ngre \u00e4r densamma, p\u00e5 varf\u00f6r man har ont, f\u00f6rvanskar omgivningens f\u00f6rst\u00e5else av sjukdomsbilden.<br \/>\nSm\u00e4rtan f\u00f6rlorar sin legitimitet.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/08\/brokenrose.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/08\/brokenrose-680x509.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"680\" height=\"509\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-1052\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/08\/brokenrose-680x509.jpg 680w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/08\/brokenrose-300x224.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/08\/brokenrose.jpg 1050w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 680px) 100vw, 680px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>~ Druvan<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Allt som oftast l\u00e5ter jag blicken falla p\u00e5 mitt \u00e4rr. Ett j\u00e4mnt, tunt streck som efter m\u00e5nga \u00e5rs omhuldande b\u00f6rjar sm\u00e4lta in i huden. Jag kan inte t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 \u00e4rret utan att \u00f6verv\u00e4ldigas av mina inombordsliga \u00e4rrs kraft. Livsv\u00e4rlden s\u00e5som jag k\u00e4nde den, f\u00f6r\u00e4ndrades brutalt, bokstavligen \u00f6ver en natt. Aldrig mer skulle jag f\u00e5 erfara &#8230; <a title=\"Den unga kvinnan med alla dessa stygn\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/2013\/08\/11\/den-unga-kvinnan-med-alla-dessa-stygn\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Den unga kvinnan med alla dessa stygn\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4523,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1051","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1051","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4523"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1051"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1051\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1051"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1051"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1051"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}