{"id":1779,"date":"2013-09-26T18:40:36","date_gmt":"2013-09-26T16:40:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/?p=1779"},"modified":"2013-09-26T18:40:36","modified_gmt":"2013-09-26T16:40:36","slug":"fibro-en-framling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/2013\/09\/26\/fibro-en-framling\/","title":{"rendered":"Fibro ~ en fr\u00e4mling"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Min hj\u00e4rna skriker och klagar.<br \/>\nMardr\u00f6mmar sp\u00f6kar; jag k\u00e4nner hur mitt hj\u00e4rta \u00f6kar.<br \/>\nHar ont i b\u00e5de kropp och sj\u00e4l.<br \/>\nSm\u00e4rtan v\u00e4grar ta farv\u00e4l.<br \/>\nM\u00e4nniskor f\u00e5r mig att grubbla, d\u00e4rf\u00f6r sitter jag h\u00e4r i min bubbla.<br \/>\nJag andas tungt och h\u00f6r hur klockan tickar.<br \/>\nFortfarande kan jag minnas allas blickar.<br \/>\nJag tittar i spegeln och ser en fr\u00e4mling.<\/p>\n<p>I nattens m\u00f6rker smyger minnen omkring; uppf\u00f6r sig som sm\u00e5 onda ting.<br \/>\nMina k\u00e4nslor ser andra som en lek.<br \/>\nJag kan inte l\u00e4ngre st\u00e4nga ute alla l\u00f6gner och svek.<br \/>\nIrritation och djupa suckar; f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker undvika hemska ord med duckar.<br \/>\n\u00c5ngesten klamrar sig fast med sina l\u00e5nga klor. <\/p>\n<p><em>Det som lugnar mig \u00e4r en kram fr\u00e5n mor<\/em>.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/09\/IMG_0171.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/09\/IMG_0171-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1780\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/09\/IMG_0171-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/09\/IMG_0171-680x510.jpg 680w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/09\/IMG_0171.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>~ <em>druvan<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Min hj\u00e4rna skriker och klagar. Mardr\u00f6mmar sp\u00f6kar; jag k\u00e4nner hur mitt hj\u00e4rta \u00f6kar. Har ont i b\u00e5de kropp och sj\u00e4l. Sm\u00e4rtan v\u00e4grar ta farv\u00e4l. M\u00e4nniskor f\u00e5r mig att grubbla, d\u00e4rf\u00f6r sitter jag h\u00e4r i min bubbla. Jag andas tungt och h\u00f6r hur klockan tickar. Fortfarande kan jag minnas allas blickar. Jag tittar i spegeln och &#8230; <a title=\"Fibro ~ en fr\u00e4mling\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/2013\/09\/26\/fibro-en-framling\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Fibro ~ en fr\u00e4mling\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4523,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1779","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1779","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4523"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1779"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1779\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1779"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1779"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1779"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}