{"id":1782,"date":"2013-09-26T20:39:21","date_gmt":"2013-09-26T18:39:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/?p=1782"},"modified":"2013-09-26T20:39:21","modified_gmt":"2013-09-26T18:39:21","slug":"min-kropps-fiender","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/2013\/09\/26\/min-kropps-fiender\/","title":{"rendered":"Min kropps fiender"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/09\/sad_Feeling_by_Auu.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/09\/sad_Feeling_by_Auu-300x206.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"206\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1783\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/09\/sad_Feeling_by_Auu-300x206.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/09\/sad_Feeling_by_Auu-680x467.jpg 680w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2013\/09\/sad_Feeling_by_Auu.jpg 850w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Det \u00e4r ljust ute, men \u00e4nd\u00e5 ser jag bara m\u00f6rker.<br \/>\nInne i huvudet b\u00f6rjar n\u00e5gon banka med en liten hammare.<br \/>\nSedan en till och en till och en till.<br \/>\nF\u00e5glarna som kvittrar utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret \u00f6verr\u00f6stas av sm\u00e5 monster som lever inom mig och som i full fart h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att riva hela st\u00e4llet.<br \/>\nJag vill inte&#8230;. <\/p>\n<p>\u00d6gonlocken \u00f6ppnas och st\u00e4ngs med j\u00e4mna mellanrum, medan resten av kroppen har g\u00e5tt i strejk.<br \/>\nDet \u00e4r en s\u00e5dan dag helt enkelt; n\u00e4r man m\u00e5r som v\u00e4rst i sjukdomen.<br \/>\nEn ond sj\u00e4l som har lurpassat p\u00e5 en och sedan attackerat n\u00e4r man varit som allra minst beredd.<\/p>\n<p>Kroppen \u00e4r \u00f6m och s\u00e5rbar.<br \/>\nI huvudet h\u00e5ller sm\u00e5 monster fortfarande p\u00e5 att banka med sina hammare.<br \/>\nInga tabletter har lyckats sl\u00e5 tillbaka under dagens kamp och jag erk\u00e4nner mig besegrad.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>~ <em>druvan<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det \u00e4r ljust ute, men \u00e4nd\u00e5 ser jag bara m\u00f6rker. Inne i huvudet b\u00f6rjar n\u00e5gon banka med en liten hammare. Sedan en till och en till och en till. F\u00e5glarna som kvittrar utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret \u00f6verr\u00f6stas av sm\u00e5 monster som lever inom mig och som i full fart h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att riva hela st\u00e4llet. Jag vill &#8230; <a title=\"Min kropps fiender\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/2013\/09\/26\/min-kropps-fiender\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Min kropps fiender\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4523,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1782","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1782","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4523"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1782"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1782\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1782"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1782"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1782"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}