{"id":2384,"date":"2013-10-30T22:14:06","date_gmt":"2013-10-30T21:14:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/?p=2384"},"modified":"2013-10-30T22:14:06","modified_gmt":"2013-10-30T21:14:06","slug":"is-it-my-body","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/2013\/10\/30\/is-it-my-body\/","title":{"rendered":"Is it my body?"},"content":{"rendered":"

I can’t do anything.
\nThis body is totally useless.
\nIs it my body?
\nYou cannot imagine how useless I feel, how can it be?
\nI’ve always been running around, doing everything.
\nNow my body feels like my worst enemy.<\/p>\n

I can’t believe I put up with so much pain and am still able to remember my name!
\nMy whole body thinks it’s been attacked.<\/p>\n

It’s not just the pain and the fatigue\u2026
\nIt’s the nonrestorative sleep\u2026
\nIt’s a vicious circle because if you don’t get enough sleep you feel pain more acutely\u2026
\nYou’re more tired and unable to sleep well<\/p>\n

It’s everything I can do to clean my body, to clean my clothes and to put food on the table.
\nIt takes all the energy I have in the world to do these things on a daily basis!<\/p>\n

It takes ages to get out of bed and into the bathroom.
\nIt is like moving mountains.
\nI’m so extremely stiff, and the pain is just unbearable.
\nIt’s just pain and pain!
\nI don’t look into the mirror, I don’t care about dressing.
\nI am just thinking: how on earth do I do it out of bed …<\/strong><\/p>\n

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De \u00e4r nog jag p\u00e5 bilden<\/em> -.-<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kramiiz Druvan
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I can’t do anything. This body is totally useless. Is it my body? You cannot imagine how useless I feel, how can it be? I’ve always been running around, doing everything. Now my body feels like my worst enemy. I can’t believe I put up with so much pain and am still able to remember … L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4523,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2384","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2384","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4523"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2384"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2384\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2384"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2384"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2384"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}