{"id":4540,"date":"2015-02-17T22:29:36","date_gmt":"2015-02-17T21:29:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/?p=4540"},"modified":"2015-02-17T22:29:36","modified_gmt":"2015-02-17T21:29:36","slug":"fibro-sorg-vager-ton","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/2015\/02\/17\/fibro-sorg-vager-ton\/","title":{"rendered":"Fibro ~ Sorg v\u00e4ger ton"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>S\u00e5 mycket blandade k\u00e4nslor&#8230;<br \/>\nEna stunden \u00e4r det okej, andra stunden \u00e4r jag ledsen eller deprimerad. Jag har ont i kroppen, jag har kunnat st\u00e5 ut med v\u00e4rken hyfsat bra det senaste. Men nu kommer sorg k\u00e4nslorna, att ha en sjukdom som inte syns k\u00e4nns tomt, ensamt, overkligt. Fick diagnosen Fibromyalgi &amp; ME \u00e5r 2012 och har \u00e4nnu inte f\u00f6rst\u00e5tt att JUST JAG f\u00e5r leva med el\u00e4ndet. Det \u00e4r en sorg att inte vara frisk, det \u00e4r en sorg att inte kunna g\u00f6ra saker p\u00e5 samma s\u00e4tt l\u00e4ngre, det \u00e4r en sorg att hela tiden beh\u00f6va t\u00e4nka mig f\u00f6r HUR jag g\u00f6r saker och ting. Det \u00e4r en sorg att inte ha en kropp som fungerar, det \u00e4r en sorg att st\u00e5 ut, det \u00e4r en sorg att INTE bli trodd, det \u00e4r en sorg att \u00f6nska att det fanns ett botemedel. Det \u00e4r en sorg att dr\u00f6mma om att bli frisk.<br \/>\nAllt g\u00f6r bara ont, det \u00e4nda jag k\u00e4nner \u00e4r sm\u00e4rta, det \u00e4nda jag vill \u00e4r att slippa skiten.<br \/>\nSm\u00e4rta, \u00f6verallt &#8211; fr\u00e5n topp till t\u00e5, vartenda millimeter.<br \/>\nM\u00e5nga &#8221;friska&#8221; har tusen dr\u00f6mmar, jag har bara en&#8230;att blir fri fr\u00e5n Fibron!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2015\/02\/IMG_20150217_180242.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2015\/02\/IMG_20150217_180242.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_20150217_180242\" width=\"719\" height=\"719\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-4541\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2015\/02\/IMG_20150217_180242.jpg 719w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2015\/02\/IMG_20150217_180242-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/files\/2015\/02\/IMG_20150217_180242-300x300.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 719px) 100vw, 719px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>~ <em>druvan <\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>S\u00e5 mycket blandade k\u00e4nslor&#8230; Ena stunden \u00e4r det okej, andra stunden \u00e4r jag ledsen eller deprimerad. Jag har ont i kroppen, jag har kunnat st\u00e5 ut med v\u00e4rken hyfsat bra det senaste. Men nu kommer sorg k\u00e4nslorna, att ha en sjukdom som inte syns k\u00e4nns tomt, ensamt, overkligt. Fick diagnosen Fibromyalgi &amp; ME \u00e5r 2012 &#8230; <a title=\"Fibro ~ Sorg v\u00e4ger ton\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/2015\/02\/17\/fibro-sorg-vager-ton\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Fibro ~ Sorg v\u00e4ger ton\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4523,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4540","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad","category-tankar-asikter"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4540","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4523"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4540"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4540\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4540"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4540"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4540"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}