{"id":4603,"date":"2015-03-16T10:55:20","date_gmt":"2015-03-16T09:55:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/?p=4603"},"modified":"2015-03-16T10:55:20","modified_gmt":"2015-03-16T09:55:20","slug":"varfor-sluta-bry-sig-helt-plotsligt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/2015\/03\/16\/varfor-sluta-bry-sig-helt-plotsligt\/","title":{"rendered":"Varf\u00f6r sluta bry sig helt pl\u00f6tsligt?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 att vara tr\u00f6tt<br \/>\nTr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 att vara sjuk<br \/>\nMitt sinne kan knappast fungerar<br \/>\nDimman \u00e4r alldeles f\u00f6r tjock<br \/>\nJag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker skratta bort<br \/>\nDet \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt, men jag kan ta itu<br \/>\nMen du skulle k\u00e4nna f\u00f6rst\u00f6rt<br \/>\nOm du k\u00e4nde hur jag k\u00e4nner<br \/>\nSm\u00e4rtan finns d\u00e4r varje minut<br \/>\nVarje sekund av varje dag<br \/>\nS\u00f6mn \u00e4r min enda flykt<br \/>\nDen enda g\u00e5ngen det bleknar bort<br \/>\nMin kropp k\u00e4nns m\u00f6rbultad och misshandlad<br \/>\nMina muskler \u00e4r slitna och svaga<br \/>\nJag vill ge upp, att surra ut, f\u00f6r att gr\u00e5ta<br \/>\nMen av detta kommer jag inte tala<br \/>\nIst\u00e4llet ignorerar jag den sm\u00e4rta<br \/>\nDen tr\u00f6tthet jag tr\u00e4nger undan<br \/>\nJag h\u00e4rda igenom allt<br \/>\nIngen kan s\u00e4ga att jag aldrig provat<br \/>\nJag vill inte vara en b\u00f6rda<br \/>\nMen jag \u00e4r r\u00e4dd att jag \u00e4r f\u00f6rbannad<br \/>\nJag vet oavsett vad jag g\u00f6r<br \/>\nSm\u00e4rtan kan bara bli v\u00e4rre<br \/>\nS\u00e5 sn\u00e4lla inte d\u00f6ma mig h\u00e5rt<br \/>\nJag ber er att f\u00f6rst\u00e5<br \/>\nJag m\u00f6ter denna strid ensam<br \/>\nOch jag g\u00f6r allt jag kan<\/p>\n<p>Det b\u00f6rjar bli tjatigt<br \/>\nJag \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 att beh\u00f6va skriva detta om och om igen<br \/>\nIngen verkar vilja f\u00f6rst\u00e5<br \/>\nM\u00e5nga g\u00e5r sin v\u00e4g n\u00e4r dom h\u00f6r sanningen<br \/>\nVarf\u00f6r sluta bry sig helt pl\u00f6tsligt?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>~<em> druvan<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 att vara tr\u00f6tt Tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 att vara sjuk Mitt sinne kan knappast fungerar Dimman \u00e4r alldeles f\u00f6r tjock Jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker skratta bort Det \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt, men jag kan ta itu Men du skulle k\u00e4nna f\u00f6rst\u00f6rt Om du k\u00e4nde hur jag k\u00e4nner Sm\u00e4rtan finns d\u00e4r varje minut Varje sekund av varje dag S\u00f6mn \u00e4r &#8230; <a title=\"Varf\u00f6r sluta bry sig helt pl\u00f6tsligt?\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/2015\/03\/16\/varfor-sluta-bry-sig-helt-plotsligt\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Varf\u00f6r sluta bry sig helt pl\u00f6tsligt?\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4523,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4603","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad","category-tankar-asikter"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4603","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4523"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4603"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4603\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4603"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4603"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/druvan\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4603"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}