{"id":22564,"date":"2015-01-29T02:38:38","date_gmt":"2015-01-29T00:38:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/?p=22564"},"modified":"2015-01-29T12:01:34","modified_gmt":"2015-01-29T10:01:34","slug":"on-a-personal-note-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/2015\/01\/29\/on-a-personal-note-2\/","title":{"rendered":"On a personal note."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Detta blir ett v\u00e4ldigt personligt inl\u00e4gg.<\/strong> Mitt hj\u00e4rta s\u00e4ger ifr\u00e5n nu<strong>.<\/strong> Some things can&#8217;t be unseen. Jag har under det senaste \u00e5ren matats av klipp p\u00e5 halshuggningar, sv\u00e4ltande barn och skinnfl\u00e5dda hundar. Jag har sett angorakaniner skrika rakt ut av sm\u00e4rta n\u00e4r deras p\u00e4ls slits av kroppen. Jag har sett 1-\u00e5riga flickor bli v\u00e5ldtagna av medlemmar i IS. Jag har tittat och tittat till t\u00e5rarna rinner och jag vill sk\u00e4ra mig sj\u00e4lv i armarna<strong>.<\/strong> Varf\u00f6r jag har pl\u00e5gat mig sj\u00e4lv p\u00e5 det h\u00e4r s\u00e4ttet? <strong>F\u00f6r att jag ville vara en av dem<\/strong> som g\u00e5r genom livet med \u00f6gonen vid\u00f6ppna. Och jag\u00a0 har uttryckt varenda \u00e5sikt. De bekv\u00e4ma sanningarna och de obekv\u00e4ma.<strong> F\u00f6r att jag ville vara en av dem <\/strong>som hellre dog st\u00e5ende \u00e4n levde p\u00e5 kn\u00e4na.<\/p>\n<p>Men vad \u00e4r meningen med att leva \u00f6verhuvudtaget &#8211;\u00a0 n\u00e4r man k\u00e4nner att all gl\u00e4dje \u00e4r borta. <strong>I used to be a happy person.<\/strong> \u00c4ven under motg\u00e5ngar. Och just nu har jag inga. Jag kommer sj\u00e4lvklart forts\u00e4tta att jobba f\u00f6r djuren och ett b\u00e4ttre Sverige. Men jag kommer bara att se de roliga You Tube -klippen. Katter som skr\u00e4mmer hundar och barn med v\u00e4rml\u00e4ndska dialekter. Och jag kommer <em>inte<\/em> att r\u00e4dda v\u00e4rlden. Men det \u00e4r faktiskt okej. <strong>I&#8217;m not a superhero. (Even if i would really love to be)<br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-22565\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/files\/2015\/01\/large-2.jpg\" alt=\"large-2\" width=\"499\" height=\"380\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/files\/2015\/01\/large-2.jpg 499w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/files\/2015\/01\/large-2-300x228.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 499px) 100vw, 499px\" \/><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/files\/2015\/01\/image1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-22562\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/files\/2015\/01\/image1.jpg\" alt=\"image\" width=\"500\" height=\"334\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/files\/2015\/01\/image1.jpg 500w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/files\/2015\/01\/image1-300x200.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/files\/2015\/01\/15685_10153023475745993_2486110123190990712_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-22574\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/files\/2015\/01\/15685_10153023475745993_2486110123190990712_n.jpg\" alt=\"15685_10153023475745993_2486110123190990712_n\" width=\"540\" height=\"960\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/files\/2015\/01\/15685_10153023475745993_2486110123190990712_n.jpg 540w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/files\/2015\/01\/15685_10153023475745993_2486110123190990712_n-168x300.jpg 168w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 540px) 100vw, 540px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Detta blir ett v\u00e4ldigt personligt inl\u00e4gg. Mitt hj\u00e4rta s\u00e4ger ifr\u00e5n nu. Some things can&#8217;t be unseen. Jag har under det senaste \u00e5ren matats av klipp p\u00e5 halshuggningar, sv\u00e4ltande barn och skinnfl\u00e5dda hundar. Jag har sett angorakaniner skrika rakt ut av sm\u00e4rta n\u00e4r deras p\u00e4ls slits av kroppen. Jag har sett 1-\u00e5riga flickor bli v\u00e5ldtagna av &#8230; <a title=\"On a personal note.\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/2015\/01\/29\/on-a-personal-note-2\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om On a personal note.\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1767,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22564","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personligt"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22564","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1767"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22564"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22564\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22564"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22564"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ellenf\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22564"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}