{"id":2089,"date":"2013-07-08T18:42:10","date_gmt":"2013-07-08T17:42:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/?p=2089"},"modified":"2013-07-08T21:47:40","modified_gmt":"2013-07-08T20:47:40","slug":"single-and-ready-to-mingle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/2013\/07\/08\/single-and-ready-to-mingle\/","title":{"rendered":"Single and ready to mingle."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Jahapp d\u00e5 var man singel igen d\u00e5&#8230; K\u00e4nns f\u00f6rj\u00e4vligt. Hur<br \/>\nfan ska man klara av det h\u00e4r d\u00e5? Tankarna bara snurrar runt i<br \/>\nhj\u00e4rnan som en karusell och jag k\u00e4nner mig s\u00e5 extremt ensam. Aldrig<br \/>\nm\u00e5tt s\u00e5h\u00e4r d\u00e5ligt i hela mitt liv. <strong><em>Men jag<br \/>\nska vara stark. <\/em><\/strong> Vafan ska man g\u00f6ra nu<br \/>\nd\u00e5? Alla planer f\u00f6r framtiden om l\u00e4genhet, resor osv \u00e4r bara borta.<br \/>\n\u00d6ver ett endaste samtal har hela v\u00e4rlden raserats och hj\u00e4rtat g\u00e5tt<br \/>\ni tusen bitar. K\u00e4nslan att veta att man aldrig mer kommer se sin<br \/>\n\u00e4lskade pojkv\u00e4n g\u00e5r inte att beskriva. De tv\u00e5 \u00e5ren vi har tillbringat tillsammans har vi hunnit med mycket. Har s\u00e5 otroligt<br \/>\nm\u00e5nga bra minnen. Men de klarar jag inte av att t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 nu.<br \/>\n\u00d6verallt blir man p\u00e5mind av honom. Mitt rum vill jag inte ens g\u00e5 in<br \/>\ni. Foton, kvargl\u00f6mda kl\u00e4der, g\u00e5vor aa ALLT p\u00e5minner om v\u00e5r tid<br \/>\nihop. Hans sj\u00e4l sv\u00e4var runt som en ande och f\u00f6rf\u00f6ljer mig och vill<br \/>\natt jag ska m\u00e5 s\u00e5 d\u00e5ligt som m\u00f6jligt. Usch vill bara att allt ska<br \/>\nl\u00f6sa sig. Men det \u00e4r f\u00f6rsent&#8230; Sitter just nu ute och kedjer\u00f6ker<br \/>\nmed musik i lurarna. Orkar inte g\u00f6ra n\u00e5gonting, orkar inte t\u00e4nka,<br \/>\norkar inte vara kvar. <\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/files\/2013\/07\/20130708-192450.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/files\/2013\/07\/20130708-192450.jpg\" alt=\"20130708-192450.jpg\" class=\"alignnone size-full\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/files\/2013\/07\/20130708-192504.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/files\/2013\/07\/20130708-192504.jpg\" alt=\"20130708-192504.jpg\" class=\"alignnone size-full\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jahapp d\u00e5 var man singel igen d\u00e5&#8230; K\u00e4nns f\u00f6rj\u00e4vligt. Hur fan ska man klara av det h\u00e4r d\u00e5? Tankarna bara snurrar runt i hj\u00e4rnan som en karusell och jag k\u00e4nner mig s\u00e5 extremt ensam. Aldrig m\u00e5tt s\u00e5h\u00e4r d\u00e5ligt i hela mitt liv. Men jag ska vara stark. Vafan ska man g\u00f6ra nu d\u00e5? Alla planer &#8230; <a title=\"Single and ready to mingle.\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/2013\/07\/08\/single-and-ready-to-mingle\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Single and ready to mingle.\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3655,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2089","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2089","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3655"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2089"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2089\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2089"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2089"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/emmasegna\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2089"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}