{"id":255,"date":"2015-04-03T12:35:17","date_gmt":"2015-04-03T10:35:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/finnsbara1\/?p=255"},"modified":"2015-04-08T10:25:27","modified_gmt":"2015-04-08T08:25:27","slug":"ska-jag-gora-en-konskoregering","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/finnsbara1\/2015\/04\/03\/ska-jag-gora-en-konskoregering\/","title":{"rendered":"Ska jag g\u00f6ra en k\u00f6nskorregering?"},"content":{"rendered":"

Fick en fr\u00e5ga av en l\u00e4sare idag som undrade \u00f6ver det h\u00e4r, och det finns det garanterat fler som g\u00f6r. Jag har s\u00e5klart t\u00e4nkt att ta upp det h\u00e4r och det \u00e4r lika bra att jag g\u00f6ra det nu. Ni vill ju veta allt om mig!
\nAtt byta k\u00f6nsorgan fr\u00e5n kvinna till man \u00e4r mer komplicerat \u00e4n man till kvinna. Det \u00e4r ett stort ingrepp och med m\u00e5nga risker att t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 innan man best\u00e4mmer sig f\u00f6r operation. Jag har alltid skrattat och sagt till mina n\u00e4ra och k\u00e4ra n\u00e4r dom fr\u00e5gat mig – Du ska v\u00e4l inte bytta k\u00f6n och operera dig d\u00e4r nere? Va nej, no way! Jag kommer inte bytta k\u00f6n och sen har det vart tyst. Men n\u00e5nstans inom mig s\u00e5 vet jag att det \u00e4r en l\u00f6gn f\u00f6r det \u00e4r n\u00e5got som jag alltid velat. Jag har \u00f6nskat att jag f\u00f6ddes till en kille biologiskt f\u00f6r d\u00e5 skulle jag ha bla den delen och det skulle va ”l\u00e4ttare”. Exempel med barn, jag kan fortfarande f\u00e5 biologiskt barn det kommer men jag har inte m\u00f6jligheten att g\u00f6ra min tjej gravid, att ge henne ett barn. En del av oss! Det \u00e4r det som svider mest. Hon vill absolut inte att jag ska operera mig. Jag kommer sj\u00e4lvklart f\u00f6lja min hj\u00e4rta i den h\u00e4r fr\u00e5gan det g\u00f6r jag alltid. Om jag f\u00f6ddes till kille biologiskt skulle jag inte vara den Alex jag \u00e4r idag mitt liv skulle inte sett ut som det g\u00f6r heller. Den h\u00e4r fr\u00e5gan v\u00e4ger inte lika mycket l\u00e4ngre det \u00e4r inte det viktigaste. Det enda \u00e4r v\u00e4l att det skulle kanske varit ”l\u00e4ttare” f\u00f6r mig men vad betyder egentligen det. Jag skulle inte sitta h\u00e4r och dela mig till er nu! Mina tankar har \u00e4ndrats under utredningens g\u00e5ng det va ett NEJ f\u00f6rut men nu \u00e4r det ingenting jag har inte uteslutit det ena eller det andra. Alla d\u00f6rrar st\u00e5r fortfarande \u00f6ppna! Men jag har inte behovet av att bytta k\u00f6n till n\u00e5got som idagsl\u00e4get inte funkar som det ska. Det \u00e4r ingen mening f\u00f6r mig personligen att \u00e4ndra p\u00e5 n\u00e5got som redan fungerar och jag har absolut inte det behovet. Kanske i framtiden s\u00e5 kommer det finnas teknik som g\u00f6r att man kommer k\u00e4nna sig mer intresserad av det och \u00f6verv\u00e4ger beslutet \u00e4nnu en g\u00e5ng. Jag har inte b\u00f6rjat med hormoner \u00e4nnu jag kommer k\u00e4nna mig helt annorlunda sinnesm\u00e4ssigt \u00e4n vad jag g\u00f6r nu. Det \u00e4r skit sv\u00e5rt att ge en konkret svar nu p\u00e5 en g\u00e5ng. Det kanske blir sista pusselbiten eller inte. Jag \u00e4r inte lika s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 det h\u00e4r som jag \u00e4r med allt annat och det \u00e4r just f\u00f6r att jag \u00e4lskar mitt liv som det \u00e4r och jag k\u00e4nner absolut inte att det saknas n\u00e5got. Det har det aldrig gjort!<\/p>\n

\"10554984_10152509182810971_208148360_n<\/a>SHOULD I DO A SEX CHANGE?
\nGot a question by a reader today who are wondering about this, and there is certainly more who does. I’ve obviously meant to bring it up here and it’s just as well that I do it now. You want to know everything about me! To replace the genitals of female to male is more complicated than male to female. It is a major procedure and with many risks to consider before making the decision for surgery. I have always laughed and told my loved ones when they asked me – You’re not exchanged sex and surgeries to get down there? Eh no, no way! I will not swapped sex and then it’s quiet. But somewhere inside me I know it’s a lie because that is something that I always wanted. I’ve wished that I was born to a guy biologically because then I would have that down part and it would huh ”easier”. Example with children, I can still get biological child and I will but I do not have the opportunity to make my girl pregnant, giving her a child. Some of us! That’s what hurts the most. She certainly do not want me to operate on me. I will of course follow my heart on this issue, I do always. If I was born a guy biologically, I would not be the Alex I am today my life would not look the way it does, either. This question does not weigh as much anymore it is not the most important. The only thing is that it might have been ”easier” for me but what does it really mean? I would not sit here and share myself to you now! My thoughts have changed during the study it was a big NO before, but now it’s nothing I have not ruled one way or the other. All doors are still open! But I do not need to exchanged sex for something today mode does not work as it should. It makes no sense for me personally to change something that already works and I certainly do not have that need. Perhaps in the future there will be technology that allows one will feel more interested in it and considering the decision yet again. I have not started with hormones yet I will feel completely different sensory terms than I do now. It is really difficult to give a definite answer now at one time. It might be the last piece or not. I’m not as sure about this as I am with everything else and that’s just because I love my life as it is and I do not mean that something is missing. There has never done!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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