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<\/a>H\u00e4r Vilar Pappa och familjen Flores.. Love has no end and no beggining!<3<\/p>\n1 \u00e5r sen du l\u00e4mnade oss idag.. Vi alla satt och vakade \u00f6ver dig dag och natt n\u00e4r vi fick beskeddet.. Jag h\u00f6ll din hand, du k\u00e4nde min n\u00e4rhet och lyssnade till min r\u00f6st som sa hur mycket du betyder f\u00f6r mig, att jag alltid kommer att minnas och \u00e4lska dig.. Det \u00e4r okej att du g\u00e5r in i ljuset vi ses p\u00e5 andra sidag igen.. Vi \u00e4r med dig till sista andetaget! Du har alltid k\u00e4mpat till och med f\u00f6r hela familjen du fick b\u00e4ra mer \u00e4n va du orkade men visade dig aldrig svag f\u00f6r du va envis och storhj\u00e4rtat mormor och du fick mig att st\u00e5 p\u00e5 egna ben tillsammans med pappa! Tiden g\u00e5r medan man st\u00e5r kvar p\u00e5 samma st\u00e4lle s\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det nu… Kan skriva en bok f\u00f6r det finns s\u00e5 mycket att s\u00e4ga s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga k\u00e4nslor som vill ta plats.. Kommer och h\u00e4lsar p\u00e5 dig snart mormor vila i frid! Du \u00e4r saknad och \u00e4lskad av oss alla.. Mitt hj\u00e4rta finns alltid hos dig! 23\/9 2012 Actually I was touched the other day when I wrote about how I met my girlfriend and me when I was little. You really do not know what you have until it’s lost! I mentioned my grandmother who has pased away and I wrote about my dad. Also put up some pictures of us! Then the thoughts and feelings got so damn strong. My dad has also become an angel and left us. He died in cancer just like my grandmother died from 3 years ago. That nasty fucking disease took away my two best! I was only 9 years old when my father passed away. He and Grandma were my all, they wore my mainstay. They were always there for me through everything. I have a big fucking hole in my heart that nothing can replace. It hurts so much that none of them are still here! I have so much I want to tell them and show everything I have achieved in recent times.. My life today! They have always felt that Alex that I am, but not seen and experienced myself here and now. I know they are proud of me anyways and that they are always looking over my shoulder and protects me. But I miss them anyway. They did not get the chance to meet my beautiful girlfriend either, and see what we have built up.. And everything else. And she did not get the chance to meet them. I would like to see their gaze, hear their words that they would liked say to me now.. I want them with me through this. I have never given up because I’m not a quiter and with having that said, they know that I manage to accomplish what I want because I have the strength and courage! I miss you every day and I wish you were with me on my journey and were left in my life and got to see me grow up and be a man.. And one day have my own children! We will be together again soon.. I love you so much! Love and Respect to all the angels thathave left us !!!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Jag blev faktiskt j\u00e4vligt r\u00f6rd h\u00e4r om dagen n\u00e4r jag skrev om hur jag tr\u00e4ffade min flickv\u00e4n och om mig n\u00e4r jag va liten. Man vet verkligen inte vad man har f\u00f6rens det \u00e4r f\u00f6rlorat! Jag n\u00e4mnde min bortg\u00e5ngne mormor och s\u00e5 skrev jag om min pappa. La \u00e4ven upp en del bilder p\u00e5 oss! … L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11151,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-514","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-transition"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/finnsbara1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/514","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/finnsbara1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/finnsbara1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/finnsbara1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/11151"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/finnsbara1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=514"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/finnsbara1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/514\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/finnsbara1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=514"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/finnsbara1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=514"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/finnsbara1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=514"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\n<\/a>Miss you more for each day, I wish you cudd always stay!
\nThere is one big whole in my heart, I have got it sence the day we became apart! I keep passing by your window but I never see your face again, I never hear your voice when you call me and ask if am okay, everything is so quit now! I just wish things was different! Anywhere I am there you will always be!<\/p>\n