{"id":596,"date":"2015-04-07T23:14:21","date_gmt":"2015-04-07T21:14:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/finnsbara1\/?p=596"},"modified":"2015-04-10T11:33:54","modified_gmt":"2015-04-10T09:33:54","slug":"ar-jag-gay-eller-lesbisk","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/finnsbara1\/2015\/04\/07\/ar-jag-gay-eller-lesbisk\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00c4r jag gay eller lesbisk?"},"content":{"rendered":"

Vilken l\u00e4ggning har man om man \u00e4r transsexuell? Det kan variera. Jag anser inte mig sj\u00e4lv vara n\u00e5got av det, jag \u00e4r hetero. Det g\u00f6r mig inte till lesbisk bara f\u00f6r att jag \u00e4r f\u00f6dd i en kvinnas kropp men v\u00e4ljer att bli man. Jag k\u00e4nner mig som en kille till 100% och jag gillar tjejer inget annat. Men hur g\u00f6r det mig till lesbisk.. \u00c4r jag lesbisk n\u00e4r jag g\u00e5r p\u00e5 testosteron, b\u00f6rjat f\u00e5 sk\u00e4gg och ser ut som en man ocks\u00e5? Och fortfarande \u00e4r tillsammans med min flickv\u00e4n? Den h\u00e4r fr\u00e5gan \u00e4r s\u00e5 j\u00e4vla dum det \u00e4r ingen som f\u00f6rst\u00e5r heller. Jag sa att jag va ”bi” n\u00e4r jag va yngre f\u00f6r att jag inte visste b\u00e4ttre d\u00e5. Men jag visste fortfarande att jag bara gillade tjejer. Det h\u00e4r med killar va bara en eng\u00e5ngsgrej f\u00f6r jag \u00e4r en person som gillar att utforska. Och det va precis det jag gjorde.. Been there done that, inte min grej tack och hej! Jag blev kallad f\u00f6r j\u00e4vla lebb, j\u00e4vla \u00e4ckel, j\u00e4vla transa, j\u00e4vla allting.. Och du \u00e4r en tjej som f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker spela kille, haha du \u00e4r en kille utan kuk.. S\u00e5na fina ord och kommentarer har man f\u00e5tt h\u00f6ra i sina yngre dagar. S\u00e5 det \u00e4r kuken som g\u00f6r dig till man, jag trode att det va kl\u00e4derna som g\u00f6r mannen? Det \u00e4r inte alltid l\u00e4tt men jag har g\u00e5tt f\u00f6rbi allt det d\u00e4r. Det har bara format mig och gjort mig starkare, jag skiter i va dom kallar mig f\u00f6r jag \u00e4r s\u00e5 j\u00e4vla s\u00e4ker och vet vem jag \u00e4r. Vet dom sj\u00e4lv vilka dom \u00e4r? Jag tror att det ligger en viss os\u00e4kerhet och st\u00f6rning hos personer som h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 trycker ner andra m\u00e4nniskor p\u00e5 s\u00e5na h\u00e4r s\u00e4tt. Mig kan dom g\u00e4rna komma och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka trycka ner.. Good luck! Men andra som inte listat ut sig sj\u00e4lva \u00e4nnu tar faktiskt \u00e5t sig, en del av dom beg\u00e5r till och med sj\u00e4lvmord p\u00e5 grund av att dom blir s\u00e5 j\u00e4vla nertryckta och inte \u00e4r starka nog att orka sj\u00e4lva. Alla ni som mobbar och trycker ner m\u00e4nniskor.. Vill du ha en annan m\u00e4nniskas liv p\u00e5 ditt samvete? L\u00e4gg av det \u00e4r mycket l\u00e4ttare att \u00e4lska \u00e4n att hata. Make love not war!
\n– Heterokillen
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AM I GAY OR LESBIAN?
\nWhich orientation do you have if you are transsexual? It can vary. I do not consider myself to be something of it, I’m straight. It does not make me a lesbian just because I was born in a woman’s body but choose to become a man. I feel like a guy to 100% and I like girls nothing else. But how does that make me a lesbian. Am I a lesbian when I go on testosterone, started to have a beard and looks like a man too? And still date my girlfriend? This question is so fucking stupid it is no one who understands, either only transpeople. I said am ”bisexuall” when I was younger because I did not know better then. But I still knew that I only liked girls. This thing with guys was just a one-time thing because I am a person who likes to explore. And that was exactly what I did.. Been there done that, not my thing, thanks and goodbye! I was called fucking lebb, fucking disgust, fucking trans fucking, fucking everything. And you are a girl who tries to me guy, haha \u200b\u200byou’re a guy without a cock. All this nice words and comments have I been told in my younger days. So that’s the dick that makes you the man I thought it was the clothes that makde the man? It is not always easy but I’ve gone past all that. It has just shaped me and made me stronger, I do not care what they call me ’cause I’m so damn confident and know who I am. Do they even know who they are? I think there is some uncertainty and disorder in people who are pressing down other people on these kinds of ways. They can come and try to push down. Good luck! But others who have not figured out themselves yet actually take for himself, some of them commit even suicide because they get so damn depressed and are not strong enough to cope themselves. All of you who bully and push down people. Do you want another person’s life on your conscience? It’s much easier to love than to hate. Make love not war!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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