{"id":222,"date":"2014-03-26T21:33:44","date_gmt":"2014-03-26T20:33:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/?p=222"},"modified":"2014-03-26T21:34:22","modified_gmt":"2014-03-26T20:34:22","slug":"i-died-a-hundred-times","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/2014\/03\/26\/i-died-a-hundred-times\/","title":{"rendered":"I died a hundred times"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Har l\u00e4st klart boken om Amy Winehouse. Var riktigt bra och sjukt sorglig och jag k\u00e4nde igen mig i henne v\u00e4ldigt mycket. Personligheten och s\u00e4ttet att vara. T\u00e4nkte passa \u00f6ver den till min mamma (boken var ju skriven av hennes far), och tror hon kan l\u00e4ra sig mycket om mig av den. \u00a0Och jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5r en mammas \u00a0orosk\u00e4nslor ocks\u00e5 \u00f6ver sitt barn, gammalt som ungt. Hur mycket jag oroat henne och f\u00f6rst\u00f6rt med mitt beteende. Idag har vi en v\u00e4ldigt bra relation, det hade vi inte f\u00f6rr. S\u00e5 tacksam \u00f6ver det, en mamma beh\u00f6ver man, skulle inte klara mig utan henne idag. L\u00e4s den s\u00e4ger jag bara!<br \/>\nNu ska dra med mig Isac till Ica och k\u00f6pa chips och tamponger. Har inte en enda hemma&#8230;PANIK.<\/p>\n<p>tragiskt hur f\u00f6rst\u00f6rd hon var under livets g\u00e5ng. Hon var s\u00e5 vacker n\u00e4r hon var p\u00e5 topp. Avgudar henne.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\"><center>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<object width=\"100%\" height=\"425\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<param name=\"movie\" value=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/x4j95dHfB04?version=3&amp;hl=sv_SE&amp;rel=0\"><\/param>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<param name=\"allowfullscreen\" value=\"true\"><\/param>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<param name=\"allowScriptAccess\" value=\"always\"><\/param>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<embed src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/x4j95dHfB04?version=3&amp;hl=sv_SE&amp;rel=0\" type=\"application\/x-shockwave-flash\" allowscriptaccess=\"always\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" width=\"100%\" height=\"425\"><\/embed>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/object>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/center><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/550w_amy_winehouse_reg_traviss.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-225\" alt=\"550w_amy_winehouse_reg_traviss\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/550w_amy_winehouse_reg_traviss.jpg\" width=\"550\" height=\"760\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/550w_amy_winehouse_reg_traviss.jpg 550w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/550w_amy_winehouse_reg_traviss-217x300.jpg 217w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/550w_amy_winehouse_reg_traviss-492x680.jpg 492w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 550px) 100vw, 550px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/tumblr_n2lab0KQ2S1s897wdo1_500.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-223\" alt=\"tumblr_n2lab0KQ2S1s897wdo1_500\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/tumblr_n2lab0KQ2S1s897wdo1_500.jpg\" width=\"500\" height=\"737\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/tumblr_n2lab0KQ2S1s897wdo1_500.jpg 500w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/tumblr_n2lab0KQ2S1s897wdo1_500-203x300.jpg 203w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/tumblr_n2lab0KQ2S1s897wdo1_500-461x680.jpg 461w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/tumblr_n2zm2xWZC71tui1wbo1_500.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-224\" alt=\"tumblr_n2zm2xWZC71tui1wbo1_500\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/tumblr_n2zm2xWZC71tui1wbo1_500.png\" width=\"500\" height=\"578\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/tumblr_n2zm2xWZC71tui1wbo1_500.png 500w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/tumblr_n2zm2xWZC71tui1wbo1_500-259x300.png 259w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/tumblr_n2l262mi8I1qz6ctao1_500.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-226\" alt=\"tumblr_n2l262mi8I1qz6ctao1_500\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/tumblr_n2l262mi8I1qz6ctao1_500.jpg\" width=\"500\" height=\"715\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/tumblr_n2l262mi8I1qz6ctao1_500.jpg 500w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/tumblr_n2l262mi8I1qz6ctao1_500-209x300.jpg 209w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/files\/2014\/03\/tumblr_n2l262mi8I1qz6ctao1_500-475x680.jpg 475w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Har l\u00e4st klart boken om Amy Winehouse. Var riktigt bra och sjukt sorglig och jag k\u00e4nde igen mig i henne v\u00e4ldigt mycket. Personligheten och s\u00e4ttet att vara. T\u00e4nkte passa \u00f6ver den till min mamma (boken var ju skriven av hennes far), och tror hon kan l\u00e4ra sig mycket om mig av den. \u00a0Och jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5r &#8230; <a title=\"I died a hundred times\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/2014\/03\/26\/i-died-a-hundred-times\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om I died a hundred times\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7229,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-222","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/222","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/7229"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=222"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/222\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=222"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=222"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/fridasjodin\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=222"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}