{"id":4008,"date":"2013-12-22T01:15:57","date_gmt":"2013-12-22T00:15:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/?p=4008"},"modified":"2013-12-22T01:36:17","modified_gmt":"2013-12-22T00:36:17","slug":"4008","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/2013\/12\/22\/4008\/","title":{"rendered":"What if all she ever wanted was to be throughly loved?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/files\/2013\/12\/20131222-010115.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/files\/2013\/12\/20131222-010115.jpg\" alt=\"20131222-010115.jpg\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>&#8211; &#8221; She had given all she has, every drop of love was spread on everyone around her <\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>and so she felt drained and wanted to have whatever she gave away, back.. <\/strong><\/h3>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>eventually give it all away once again. &#8221; &#8211;<\/strong><\/h3>\n<p>Jag har under ett par \u00e5r varit dr\u00e4nerad av saker och ting. Det har h\u00e4nt att jag suttit p\u00e5 kn\u00e4n p\u00e5 mitt badrumsgolv med h\u00e4nderna \u00f6ver mitt ansikte och gr\u00e5tit s\u00e5 mycket s\u00e5 att jag n\u00e4stan trott att mitt hj\u00e4rta skulle stanna. Sen gick jag och la mig och k\u00e4nde mig likgiltig, <em>men sov som en stock av utmattning.<\/em> Dagen efter var mina \u00f6gon s\u00e5 svullna och huvudv\u00e4rken la sig som ett h\u00f6lje \u00f6ver mitt huvud. Jag minns att jag k\u00e4nde mig l\u00e4tt och .. genomskinlig. Jag brukade m\u00e5la p\u00e5 mina \u00f6gon lite extra mycket och skrattade lite extra mycket under dagen allt f\u00f6r att d\u00f6lja sorgen jag bar i hj\u00e4rtat. Jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5r inte att mitt hj\u00e4rta fortfarande orkade sl\u00e5 efter allt jag g\u00e5tt igenom. Kris efter kris. Och h\u00e4r st\u00e5r jag idag och gr\u00e5ter f\u00f6r att jag \u00e4ntligen \u00e4r lycklig. Men jag tror att mitt hj\u00e4rta slutat hoppas och ist\u00e4llet sitter jag h\u00e4r och gr\u00e5ter. Jag gr\u00e5ter f\u00f6r att jag har l\u00e4ngtat s\u00e5 in i helvete efter den h\u00e4r dagen. Den h\u00e4r dagen d\u00e5 lyckan skulle ta mig med storm.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8211; &#8221; She had given all she has, every drop of love was spread on everyone around her and so she felt drained and wanted to have whatever she gave away, back.. eventually give it all away once again. &#8221; &#8211; Jag har under ett par \u00e5r varit dr\u00e4nerad av saker och ting. Det har &#8230; <a title=\"What if all she ever wanted was to be throughly loved?\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/2013\/12\/22\/4008\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om What if all she ever wanted was to be throughly loved?\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5987,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4008","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4008","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5987"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4008"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4008\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4008"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4008"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4008"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}