{"id":4025,"date":"2013-12-22T19:27:02","date_gmt":"2013-12-22T18:27:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/?p=4025"},"modified":"2013-12-22T19:31:17","modified_gmt":"2013-12-22T18:31:17","slug":"to-be-a-worrier-is-not-a-simple-matter-of-wishing-to-be-one-it-is-rather-an-endless-struggle-that-will-go-on-to-the-very-last-moment-of-our-lives-nobody-is-born-a-worrier-in-exactly-the-same-way","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/2013\/12\/22\/to-be-a-worrier-is-not-a-simple-matter-of-wishing-to-be-one-it-is-rather-an-endless-struggle-that-will-go-on-to-the-very-last-moment-of-our-lives-nobody-is-born-a-worrier-in-exactly-the-same-way\/","title":{"rendered":"Black Sunday."},"content":{"rendered":"

” To be a worrier is not a simple matter of wishing to be one. It is rather an endless struggle that will go on to the very last moment of our lives. Nobody is born a worrier, in exactly the same way that nobody is born an average man. We make ourselves into one or the other. ”<\/span><\/h3>\n

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luren ligger p\u00e5 bordet och vibrerar jag orkar inte lyfta p\u00e5 luren eller svara p\u00e5 sms. Just nu har jag mycket jag har ansvar \u00f6ver. Jag har alltid tagit ansvar \u00f6ver mig sj\u00e4lv och andras liv. Jag har byggt upp en stadig plattform under mina f\u00f6tter och byggt ett eget paradis \u00f6ver mitt huvud. Det har inte varit det l\u00e4ttaste alla g\u00e5nger. Men det som f\u00e5tt mig forts\u00e4tta trots allt som f\u00f6rs\u00f6kt f\u00e5 mig att hamna under vattenytan \u00e4r min dr\u00f6m. Min dr\u00f6m som sakta men s\u00e4kert f\u00f6verkligas. Det var v\u00e4rt att g\u00e5 igenom ett rent helvette f\u00f6r att leva ett liv i harmoni och tillfredst\u00e4llse.<\/p>\n

Jag kan inte s\u00e4ga att jag \u00e5ngrar n\u00e5gonting idag. F\u00f6r att jag har f\u00f6rst\u00e5tt att man kan inte \u00e4ndra p\u00e5 \u00f6dets utg\u00e5ng. Men ibland kan jag \u00e5ngra att jag tagit p\u00e5 mig f\u00f6r mycket ansvar \u00f6ver andras \u00f6den och \u00f6nskat vissa g\u00e5nger att jag borde varit mer sj\u00e4lvisk och g\u00e5tt min egen v\u00e4g. Men Livet \u00e4r en l\u00e4rdom och jag lever hellre med en ren sj\u00e4l \u00e4n med en befl\u00e4ckad sj\u00e4l.<\/p>\n

Just nu m\u00e5ste jag packa.<\/em><\/p>\n

Right now I have a lot I have responsibility over . <\/span>I have always taken the responsibility of myself and the lives of others . <\/span>I have built up a solid platform under my feet and built its own paradise over my head. <\/span>It has not been the easiest of all times . <\/span>But the thing that made \u200b\u200bme continue despite everything that tried to get me to end up underwater is my dream. <\/span>My dream is slowly but getting real . <\/span>It was worth going through hell to live a life of harmony and satisfaction .<\/span><\/span><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

I can not say I regret anything today.<\/span>Because I understand that one can not change the destiny. <\/span><\/em>But sometimes I regret that I have taken on too much responsibility for other people’s destinies and some times i wish that I should have been more selfish and gone<\/span> my own way. <\/span><\/em><\/span>But Life is a lesson and I ’d rather live with a pure soul than with a tainted soul.<\/span><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

Right now I have to pack .<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

” To be a worrier is not a simple matter of wishing to be one. It is rather an endless struggle that will go on to the very last moment of our lives. Nobody is born a worrier, in exactly the same way that nobody is born an average man. We make ourselves into one … L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5987,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4025","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4025","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5987"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4025"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4025\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4025"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4025"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/imanaldebe\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4025"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}