{"id":84,"date":"2011-02-12T15:05:00","date_gmt":"2011-02-12T14:05:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/isadora\/2011\/02\/12\/vilken-vag-ska-jag-ta\/"},"modified":"2011-02-12T15:05:00","modified_gmt":"2011-02-12T14:05:00","slug":"vilken-vag-ska-jag-ta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/isadora\/2011\/02\/12\/vilken-vag-ska-jag-ta\/","title":{"rendered":"VILKEN V\u00c4G SKA JAG TA?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #000000; font-size: 24px; font-family: 'times new roman', times;\">Today is the day I woke up and just forgot to turn on my &#8221;care&#8221; button.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: 12px;\">Vaknade upp med en konstig k&auml;nsla imorse. En k&auml;nsla jag inte riktigt haft tidigare. K&auml;nner att jag inte orkar bry mig om n&aring;got l&auml;ngre. Orkar inte f&ouml;rs&ouml;ka mer. Varf&ouml;r ska jag sl&ouml;sa tid och kraft p&aring; n&aring;got som &auml;nd&aring; inte ger mig n&aring;got? Allt k&auml;nns bara meningsl&ouml;st. <strong>Allt<\/strong>. Min framtid &auml;r just nu bara som ett tjockt molnt&auml;cke som jag inte kan se igenom. Mina dr&ouml;mmar &auml;r s&aring; l&aring;ngt borta att jag b&ouml;rjar ge upp. Och n&auml;r jag som minst beh&ouml;vde det, &auml;r nu mina murar uppe igen. Nu n&auml;r jag hoppades p&aring; annat. Jag st&auml;nger in mig, r&auml;dd f&ouml;r att g&ouml;ra misstag igen. R&auml;dd f&ouml;r att hoppas p&aring; f&ouml;r mycket. R&auml;dd f&ouml;r att tro att jag inte kommer f&aring; uppleva k&auml;rlek. R&auml;dd f&ouml;r att tro att jag inte kommer uppn&aring; mina dr&ouml;mmar.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: 12px;\">Vad g&ouml;r man n&auml;r r&auml;dslan tar &ouml;verhand? Jag beh&ouml;ver svar. Svar fr&aring;n n&aring;gon som bryr sig och som finns d&auml;r f&ouml;r att st&ouml;tta mig genom mina sv&aring;ra stunder. Stunder som denna. Var &auml;r denna n&aring;gon? Vilken v&auml;g ska jag ta?<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: 12px;\"><br \/><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/s.improveme.se\/data\/filearchive\/187038.510x0.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today is the day I woke up and just forgot to turn on my &#8221;care&#8221; button. &nbsp; Vaknade upp med en konstig k&auml;nsla imorse. En k&auml;nsla jag inte riktigt haft tidigare. K&auml;nner att jag inte orkar bry mig om n&aring;got l&auml;ngre. Orkar inte f&ouml;rs&ouml;ka mer. Varf&ouml;r ska jag sl&ouml;sa tid och kraft p&aring; n&aring;got som &#8230; <a title=\"VILKEN V\u00c4G SKA JAG TA?\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/isadora\/2011\/02\/12\/vilken-vag-ska-jag-ta\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om VILKEN V\u00c4G SKA JAG TA?\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1460,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-84","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/isadora\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/84","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/isadora\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/isadora\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/isadora\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1460"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/isadora\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=84"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/isadora\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/84\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/isadora\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=84"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/isadora\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=84"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/isadora\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=84"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}