{"id":6000,"date":"2012-08-06T12:13:15","date_gmt":"2012-08-06T10:13:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jannica.spotlife.se\/?p=6000"},"modified":"2012-08-06T12:13:15","modified_gmt":"2012-08-06T10:13:15","slug":"saknar-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jannica\/2012\/08\/06\/saknar-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Saknar.."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sitter h\u00e4r hemma hos mamma och lyssnar p\u00e5 musik.. Deppiga l\u00e5tar s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n<p>T\u00e5rarna bara rinner ner fr\u00e5n min kind \ud83d\ude41 hur kunde jag l\u00e4mna det som betydde mest f\u00f6r mig i hela v\u00e4rlden?! kommer aldrig f\u00f6rl\u00e5ta mig sj\u00e4lv.. Aldrig!! Och nu \u00e4r det f\u00f6rsent.. Hatar mig sj\u00e4lv s\u00e5 mycket.<\/p>\n<p>Vi hade vart tillsammans i exakt 4 \u00e5r 6 m\u00e5nader och bara n\u00e5gra dagar.. Vad h\u00e4nde?! Min bebi! Men jag vet att han f\u00e5r det b\u00e4ttre utan mig, jag f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar inte honom alls. Han \u00e4r v\u00e4rd s\u00e5 mycket b\u00e4ttre.. Men det g\u00f6r ont. Hur ska jag kunna \u00f6verleva det h\u00e4r? Helt sj\u00e4lv.. Alla s\u00e4ger &#8221;du har ju dina hundar&#8221; ja, men hur mycket pratar dom? hur mycket f\u00f6rst\u00e5r dom?!<\/p>\n<p>Funderar p\u00e5 att g\u00e5 hem, l\u00e4gga mig i s\u00e4ngen och gr\u00e5ta tills t\u00e5rarna tar slut. Jag orkar verkligen inte mer nu. Varf\u00f6r kommer allt nu?<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/jannica.spotlife.se\/files\/2012\/08\/387040_319403768072514_1262525511_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-6001\" src=\"http:\/\/jannica.spotlife.se\/files\/2012\/08\/387040_319403768072514_1262525511_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"542\" height=\"717\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Gammal bild..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sitter h\u00e4r hemma hos mamma och lyssnar p\u00e5 musik.. Deppiga l\u00e5tar s\u00e5klart. T\u00e5rarna bara rinner ner fr\u00e5n min kind \ud83d\ude41 hur kunde jag l\u00e4mna det som betydde mest f\u00f6r mig i hela v\u00e4rlden?! kommer aldrig f\u00f6rl\u00e5ta mig sj\u00e4lv.. Aldrig!! Och nu \u00e4r det f\u00f6rsent.. Hatar mig sj\u00e4lv s\u00e5 mycket. Vi hade vart tillsammans i exakt &#8230; <a title=\"Saknar..\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jannica\/2012\/08\/06\/saknar-2\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Saknar..\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1576,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6000","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserade"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jannica\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6000","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jannica\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jannica\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jannica\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1576"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jannica\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6000"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jannica\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6000\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jannica\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6000"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jannica\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6000"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jannica\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6000"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}