{"id":1196,"date":"2013-11-20T14:41:50","date_gmt":"2013-11-20T13:41:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/?p=1196"},"modified":"2013-11-20T14:49:48","modified_gmt":"2013-11-20T13:49:48","slug":"1196","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/2013\/11\/20\/1196\/","title":{"rendered":"my darling"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/files\/2013\/11\/20131120-142548.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone \" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/files\/2013\/11\/20131120-142548.jpg\" alt=\"20131120-142548.jpg\" width=\"206\" height=\"288\" \/><\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/files\/2013\/11\/20131120-142548.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/files\/2013\/11\/20131120-142548.jpg\" alt=\"20131120-142548.jpg\" width=\"206\" height=\"288\" \/><\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/files\/2013\/11\/20131120-142548.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/files\/2013\/11\/20131120-142548.jpg\" alt=\"20131120-142548.jpg\" width=\"206\" height=\"288\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>F\u00f6r ett \u00e5r sedan s\u00e5 var mitt minsta problem C p\u00e5 uppgifter och sm\u00e5 tillitsproblem. Nu, ett \u00e5r senare s\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det som att allting krasar ihop, sakta men s\u00e4kert. Jag blir tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 m\u00e4nniskor runt om kring mig, n\u00e4ra m\u00e5r d\u00e5ligt, jag \u00e4r f\u00f6rvirrad, min kropp s\u00e4ger ifr\u00e5n, allt \u00e4r tr\u00e5kigt och jag vet inte riktigt vad som vore b\u00e4st. Det g\u00e5r bara s\u00e4mre i skolan ocks\u00e5. <em>Idag har dock varit en riktigt bra skoldag.\u00a0Det gick bra p\u00e5 provet, jag hade ett givande samtal med min mentor och jag f\u00f6rstod faktiskt vad jag gjorde p\u00e5 matten idag.<\/em>\u00a0Men resten d\u00e5? Det \u00e4r en sak att veta att livet aldrig kan vara perfekt men att vara s\u00e5 f\u00f6rvirrad som jag \u00e4r i dagsl\u00e4get borde ingen f\u00e5 vara. N\u00e5got jag beh\u00f6ver \u00e4r n\u00e5gon som ger mig svar. p\u00e5 allt. N\u00e5gon som tvingar mig till gymmet n\u00e4r jag inte \u00e4r sugen och n\u00e5gon som f\u00e5r problemen att minska.<\/p>\n<p>Dagens jobbigaste problem \u00e4r fasa inf\u00f6r morgondagen och att brist p\u00e5 ork till att komma hem sent inte finns. Jag har best\u00e4mt mig f\u00f6r att tr\u00e4na tre dagar i veckan, m\u00e5ndag, onsdag och fredag. \u00c4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5 lockar s\u00e4ngen mer idag. F\u00e5r se hur jag g\u00f6r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; F\u00f6r ett \u00e5r sedan s\u00e5 var mitt minsta problem C p\u00e5 uppgifter och sm\u00e5 tillitsproblem. Nu, ett \u00e5r senare s\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det som att allting krasar ihop, sakta men s\u00e4kert. Jag blir tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 m\u00e4nniskor runt om kring mig, n\u00e4ra m\u00e5r d\u00e5ligt, jag \u00e4r f\u00f6rvirrad, min kropp s\u00e4ger ifr\u00e5n, allt \u00e4r tr\u00e5kigt och jag &#8230; <a title=\"my darling\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/2013\/11\/20\/1196\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om my darling\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5693,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"image","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1196","post","type-post","status-publish","format-image","hentry","category-allmant","post_format-post-format-image"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1196","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5693"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1196"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1196\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1196"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1196"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennifers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1196"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}