{"id":1469,"date":"2014-01-26T21:32:14","date_gmt":"2014-01-26T20:32:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/?p=1469"},"modified":"2014-01-26T21:32:14","modified_gmt":"2014-01-26T20:32:14","slug":"min-nykterhet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/2014\/01\/26\/min-nykterhet\/","title":{"rendered":"Min nykterhet"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Jag fick ju en fr\u00e5gan om att ber\u00e4tta mer om min nykterhet&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>Hmm allts\u00e5 just saker som min nykterhet m\u00e5ste jag verkligen vara i r\u00e4tt &#8221;mood&#8221; f\u00f6r att kunna skriva om <\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 kommer ta det lite p\u00f6 om p\u00f6 n\u00e4r nya saker kommer upp i min lilla komplicerade hj\u00e4rna <\/p>\n<p>Jag tror tex att jag \u00e4r f\u00f6dd med min alkoholism, att den dels \u00e4r genetisk men att den utvecklades mer och mer genom \u00e5ren (s\u00e5 kallad progressiv sjukdom) <\/p>\n<p>Jag kan v\u00e4l inte p\u00e5st\u00e5 att jag var &#8221;v\u00e4rst&#8221; redan fr\u00e5n start, och m\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger har jag faktiskt lyckats att dricka kontrollerat, men aldrig riktigt haft kul d\u00e5 <\/p>\n<p>Det spelar ingen roll hur mycket eller lite du dricker, vad du dricker (tar f\u00f6r droger) utan det \u00e4r mer att jag vill d\u00f6va min tomhet jag har p\u00e5 insidan p\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt. <\/p>\n<p>Jag ska k\u00f6ra delar ur min &#8221;lifestory&#8221; h\u00e4r n\u00e4r jag k\u00e4nner att jag har ett flow i mitt skrivande, f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet har jag inte det men kan bjuda p\u00e5 lite gamla bilder utav fyllot Jenny \ud83d\ude09 <\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/files\/2014\/01\/20140126-213030.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/files\/2014\/01\/20140126-213030.jpg\" alt=\"20140126-213030.jpg\" class=\"alignnone size-full\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/files\/2014\/01\/20140126-213058.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/files\/2014\/01\/20140126-213058.jpg\" alt=\"20140126-213058.jpg\" class=\"alignnone size-full\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/files\/2014\/01\/20140126-213126.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/files\/2014\/01\/20140126-213126.jpg\" alt=\"20140126-213126.jpg\" class=\"alignnone size-full\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/files\/2014\/01\/20140126-213139.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/files\/2014\/01\/20140126-213139.jpg\" alt=\"20140126-213139.jpg\" class=\"alignnone size-full\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/files\/2014\/01\/20140126-213156.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/files\/2014\/01\/20140126-213156.jpg\" alt=\"20140126-213156.jpg\" class=\"alignnone size-full\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/files\/2014\/01\/20140126-213209.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/files\/2014\/01\/20140126-213209.jpg\" alt=\"20140126-213209.jpg\" class=\"alignnone size-full\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag fick ju en fr\u00e5gan om att ber\u00e4tta mer om min nykterhet&#8230; Hmm allts\u00e5 just saker som min nykterhet m\u00e5ste jag verkligen vara i r\u00e4tt &#8221;mood&#8221; f\u00f6r att kunna skriva om S\u00e5 kommer ta det lite p\u00f6 om p\u00f6 n\u00e4r nya saker kommer upp i min lilla komplicerade hj\u00e4rna Jag tror tex att jag \u00e4r &#8230; <a title=\"Min nykterhet\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/2014\/01\/26\/min-nykterhet\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Min nykterhet\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6616,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1469","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1469","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/6616"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1469"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1469\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1469"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1469"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/jennypink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1469"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}