Is it a good thing or bad thing to be in love? Special if its in your ex boyfriends old best friend.. Its not as bad as it sounds.. it was a long time ago.. so is it okay to be with the best friend? It´s just questions with no truly answer.
You know that feeling that feels like thousands of butterflies in your stomach .. That feeling that makes you smile just when you think about it. Just that feeling I’ve had now for a week. In the beginning you just want to shout it out and tell everyone but you know you can´t do it .. in a way you don´t want to. This is the only thing you think about, and even when trying to think of something else, it leads right back there.. Normally, I usually have no problems with solving difficult situations like this and I always know how to act, ”I can play´em like a Ken doll ”, but not this time, have no idea how to behave, what to say and everything in between.
The worst thing is that I have never felt like this, and in a way I don´t know why .. But it´s what it´s and I don´t know what I should do next time we meet .. this is tough, so tough.
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Never put my love out on the line, never said yes to the right guy, never had trouble getting what I want, but when it comes to you, I’m never good enough, when I don’t care, I can play ‘em like a Ken doll. Never break a sweat for the other guys, when you come around, I get paralyzed, and everytime I try to be myself, it comes out wrong, like a cry for help, it’s just not fair, pain’s more trouble than love is worth, I gasp for air, it feels so good, but you know it hurts. But you make me wanna act like a girl, paint my nails and wear perfume, for you, make me so nervous, that I just can’t hold your hand
I think I’d have a heart attack!
All love ♥