{"id":30,"date":"2010-05-29T18:24:00","date_gmt":"2010-05-29T17:24:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/2010\/05\/29\/tired-of-runing\/"},"modified":"2010-05-29T18:24:00","modified_gmt":"2010-05-29T17:24:00","slug":"tired-of-runing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/2010\/05\/29\/tired-of-runing\/","title":{"rendered":"Tired of runing"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Jag \u00e4r s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 att springa, p\u00e5 att l\u00e5ta f\u00f6tterna ta stegen som jag egentligen inte vill ta. N\u00e4r allt jag egentligen vill \u00e4r att stanna. <br \/>Jag \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 att fly. Jag \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 att leva ett liv i r\u00e4dsla. P\u00e5 att beh\u00f6va bygga murar, och skydda mig sj\u00e4lv.<br \/>&nbsp;Jag \u00e4r r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r att vara s\u00e5rbar.&nbsp; <br \/>Ist\u00e4llet flyr jag, s\u00e5 jag slipper k\u00e4nna. Jag \u00e4r r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r att falla, f\u00f6r att tappa kontrollen.<br \/>Allt jag \u00f6nskar \u00e4r att n\u00e5gon ska sl\u00e5 s\u00f6nder mina v\u00e4ggar, bryta sig igenom mitt skydd. <br \/>Det \u00e4r det enda jag \u00f6nskar.<br \/>Att jag ska sluta fly. <\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\"><br \/><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag \u00e4r s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 att springa, p\u00e5 att l\u00e5ta f\u00f6tterna ta stegen som jag egentligen inte vill ta. N\u00e4r allt jag egentligen vill \u00e4r att stanna. Jag \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 att fly. Jag \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 att leva ett liv i r\u00e4dsla. P\u00e5 att beh\u00f6va bygga murar, och skydda mig sj\u00e4lv.&nbsp;Jag \u00e4r r\u00e4dd &#8230; <a title=\"Tired of runing\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/2010\/05\/29\/tired-of-runing\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Tired of runing\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1541,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1541"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=30"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=30"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=30"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=30"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}