{"id":40,"date":"2010-07-11T18:40:00","date_gmt":"2010-07-11T17:40:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/2010\/07\/11\/missing-the-lost\/"},"modified":"2010-07-11T18:40:00","modified_gmt":"2010-07-11T17:40:00","slug":"missing-the-lost","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/2010\/07\/11\/missing-the-lost\/","title":{"rendered":"Missing the lost"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><P>Fan. Idag \u00e4r en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r jobbig dag. Jag k\u00e4nner det i hela mig, att jag \u00e4r i obalans. <\/P><br \/>\n<P>Jag har ont i magen&#8230; Inte s\u00e5d\u00e4r ont i magen fysiskt, utan psyskiskt. Den sortens ont i magen som man f\u00e5r n\u00e4r ens undermedvetna f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker s\u00e4ga en n\u00e5gon, n\u00e4r sanningen f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker tr\u00e4da fram&#8230; En s\u00e5dan klump i magen f\u00e5r jag varje g\u00e5ng n\u00e5got ber\u00f6r mig djupt, n\u00e4r jag ser en bra film, h\u00f6r en bra l\u00e5t osv. N\u00e4r n\u00e5got som ber\u00f6r mig kommer i kontakt med mina underliggande k\u00e4nslor helt enkelt. Nu var det faktiskt ett tag sedan jag k\u00e4nde det, men nu \u00e4r den d\u00e4r igen. Klumpen i magen.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>Det v\u00e4rsta \u00e4r att jag vet att den f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker s\u00e4ga mig n\u00e5got, n\u00e5got som jag undviker; flyr ifr\u00e5n. Det k\u00e4nns bara fel, jag kan inte s\u00e4tta ord p\u00e5 det. Men jag vet att n\u00e5got \u00e4r fel. <\/P><br \/>\n<P><A href=\"http:\/\/s.improveme.se\/data\/filearchive\/138122.0x0.jpg\" target=_BLANK><IMG border=0 src=\"http:\/\/s.improveme.se\/data\/filearchive\/138122.510x0.jpg\"><\/A><\/P> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Fan. Idag \u00e4r en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r jobbig dag. Jag k\u00e4nner det i hela mig, att jag \u00e4r i obalans. Jag har ont i magen&#8230; Inte s\u00e5d\u00e4r ont i magen fysiskt, utan psyskiskt. Den sortens ont i magen som man f\u00e5r n\u00e4r ens undermedvetna f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker s\u00e4ga en n\u00e5gon, n\u00e4r sanningen f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker tr\u00e4da fram&#8230; En s\u00e5dan klump &#8230; <a title=\"Missing the lost\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/2010\/07\/11\/missing-the-lost\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Missing the lost\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1541,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1541"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=40"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=40"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=40"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/ladyhenrikson\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=40"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}