The time here is 3:40 Am and sleeping seems to be out of order tonight.
Here I am thinking about all your words, your fake acts and times I thought we meant something.
But all there is now is your haunting shadow and my soul that screams of pain.
You left me here with tears rolling down my cheeks and my heart bleeding in my hands. This was all i got from this relationship.
Now I have to face the fact that you rather fuck around and serving your dick a piece of a pussyparty instead of keeping me in your life. Your last words was that you would always care for me, just the last stabs in my heart from a man that feels to come up with a lame end. I was not born yeasterday and ofcourse I knew you were lying. You just used me until your other girls was ready to rumble..
You blame me for a lot in this relationship. But most of it is created by you and you ’re down pulling personality!
Ofcourse you deny that and walk around like you know the best, but deep inside… you know it.
Right now I’m about to burst in to tears, but I’m telling myself that you’re not worth it.
Cause 2 days ago we said we loved each other and fell a sleep together. Today you forgotten your words and chasing another girls heart like mine didn’t mean shit to you.
Love is something I never want to be close to again.