{"id":25,"date":"2012-09-14T13:56:31","date_gmt":"2012-09-14T12:56:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/?p=25"},"modified":"2012-09-14T14:02:44","modified_gmt":"2012-09-14T13:02:44","slug":"back-on-track-not","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/2012\/09\/14\/back-on-track-not\/","title":{"rendered":"Back on track NOT!!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/files\/2012\/09\/IMG_44461.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-30\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/files\/2012\/09\/IMG_44461-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/files\/2012\/09\/IMG_44461-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/files\/2012\/09\/IMG_44461.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>Mamma, fru, arbetare, arbetskamrat \u00e4lskare, v\u00e4n, bla &#8230; bla&#8230;. men vem \u00e4r jag<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>Jag st\u00e5r p\u00e5 perongen och v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 t\u00e5get&#8230; den stora fr\u00e5ga \u00e4r vilket t\u00e5g skall jag ta ..? kanske blir jag kvar en stund , m\u00e5nga t\u00e5g g\u00e5r f\u00f6rbi mig, men jag vet inte vilket jag skall ta.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>Jag \u00f6nskar n\u00e5gon kunde v\u00e4lja f\u00f6r mig, men detta \u00e4r ett val jag m\u00e5ste ta sj\u00e4lv.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I dag var det fest med jobbet, men av olika orsaker kunde jag inte f\u00f6lja med och nu sitter jag ensam kvar p\u00e5 jobbet trist. Ikv\u00e4ll blir det fondy med familjen&#8230; min dotters favorit r\u00e4tt .<\/p>\n<p>Just nu har jag vr\u00e4kt i mig en massa godis och vill spy&#8230; s\u00e5 typiskt mig, \u00e4ter tills jag m\u00e5r illa. f\u00f6r att sedan \u00e4ta lite till.. n\u00e5gon som k\u00e4nner igen sig.<\/p>\n<p>Jag \u00e4r en intensiv, glad, h\u00f6gljud person som syns h\u00f6rs och vill synas och h\u00f6ras.\u00a0 Vill vara i centrum, vill vara \u00e4lskad, omtyckt och b\u00e4st. \u00c4r det fel ? b\u00e5de ja och nej kanske.. kan bli lite f\u00f6r mycket av allt. Kanske har jag damp eller ADHD har gogglat lite p\u00e5 detta och mycket st\u00e4mmer , samt att det \u00e4r ju &#8221;trendight&#8221; nu att ha just detta. \u00d6veraktiv, skylla sina fel och brister p\u00e5 en sjukdom, r\u00e4tt sk\u00f6nt \u00e4nd\u00e5 om man nu kunde f\u00e5 det printat. Men \u00e4n s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge har jag klarat mig utan diagnos. s\u00e5 jag forts\u00e4tter nog med detta ett tag till. Min s\u00e5 kallade 40 \u00e5rs kris har bara b\u00f6rjat , vill du h\u00e4nga p\u00e5?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mamma, fru, arbetare, arbetskamrat \u00e4lskare, v\u00e4n, bla &#8230; bla&#8230;. men vem \u00e4r jag Jag st\u00e5r p\u00e5 perongen och v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 t\u00e5get&#8230; den stora fr\u00e5ga \u00e4r vilket t\u00e5g skall jag ta ..? kanske blir jag kvar en stund , m\u00e5nga t\u00e5g g\u00e5r f\u00f6rbi mig, men jag vet inte vilket jag skall ta. Jag \u00f6nskar n\u00e5gon kunde &#8230; <a title=\"Back on track NOT!!\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/2012\/09\/14\/back-on-track-not\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Back on track NOT!!\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2956,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-25","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2956"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=25"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=25"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=25"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=25"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}