{"id":8,"date":"2012-07-09T10:23:51","date_gmt":"2012-07-09T09:23:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/?p=8"},"modified":"2012-07-09T10:23:51","modified_gmt":"2012-07-09T09:23:51","slug":"det-gor-sa-ont","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/2012\/07\/09\/det-gor-sa-ont\/","title":{"rendered":"Det g\u00f6r s\u00e5 ont &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Jag har n\u00e5got i mitt br\u00f6st som g\u00f6r att jag har sv\u00e5rt att andas, sv\u00e5rt att finna ro. \u00e5ngest , klump i br\u00f6stet. Vad h\u00e4nde ? n\u00e4r blev det fel ? vad kunde jag har gjort f\u00f6r att f\u00f6rhindra detta?<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 m\u00e5nga fr\u00e5gor men inga svar. Man \u00f6nskar man var lite s\u00e5 jag kunde be min mamma hj\u00e4lpa mig&#8230; Sn\u00e4lla mamma ta bort det onda&#8230;. men det g\u00e5r inte hur g\u00e4rna jag vill &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Om jag bara kunde f\u00e5 slippa det en stund. P\u00e5 natten tar jag en fj\u00e4rde del av en lugnande tablett l\u00e5ter ju inte klokt . Allt f\u00f6r att kunna f\u00e5 ro och sova en stund.\u00a0 K\u00e4nner mig stark i bland , men s\u00e5 kommer k\u00e4nslan \u00f6ver mig som en v\u00e5g av hat, r\u00e4dsla och t\u00e5rarna rinner ner f\u00f6r mina kinder. Varma , stora och sv\u00e5ra&#8230; Ta en dag i s\u00e4nder, timme f\u00f6r timme, minut f\u00f6r minut&#8230; och \u00e4nd\u00e5 v\u00e4ntar jag p\u00e5 att den ( \u00e5ngesten ) skall g\u00e5. Dr\u00f6jer sig kvar en stund , och s\u00e5 lite till. \u00c4r den h\u00e4r f\u00f6r att stanna ?<\/p>\n<p>Hj\u00e4lp hj\u00e4lp mig n\u00e5gon att fatta ett beslut att kunna g\u00e5 vidare &#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag har n\u00e5got i mitt br\u00f6st som g\u00f6r att jag har sv\u00e5rt att andas, sv\u00e5rt att finna ro. \u00e5ngest , klump i br\u00f6stet. Vad h\u00e4nde ? n\u00e4r blev det fel ? vad kunde jag har gjort f\u00f6r att f\u00f6rhindra detta? S\u00e5 m\u00e5nga fr\u00e5gor men inga svar. Man \u00f6nskar man var lite s\u00e5 jag kunde be &#8230; <a title=\"Det g\u00f6r s\u00e5 ont &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/2012\/07\/09\/det-gor-sa-ont\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Det g\u00f6r s\u00e5 ont &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2956,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2956"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/lucas11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}