{"id":311,"date":"2013-01-27T16:29:35","date_gmt":"2013-01-27T15:29:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/luciddream\/?p=311"},"modified":"2013-01-27T16:29:35","modified_gmt":"2013-01-27T15:29:35","slug":"vad-ar-detta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/luciddream\/2013\/01\/27\/vad-ar-detta\/","title":{"rendered":"Vad \u00e4r detta&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Okej, det blev ingen direkt lyckad kv\u00e4ll ig\u00e5r&#8230; stack till ticoli med Sussie&#8230; d\u00e4r spelade n\u00e5got irl\u00e4nskt band&#8230; fick mig att t\u00e4nka&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Hallelulja&#8230;. den gemenskapen&#8230; den bitter ljuva lyckligheten.. som en happy lapricon&#8230;.som reser ifr\u00e5n sitt f\u00f6rflutna&#8230; in i de ok\u00e4nda&#8230;. sorligt och lyckligt p\u00e5 samma g\u00e5ng&#8230; Livets bitterhet&#8230; nej nu flumamr jag&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>HAr varit v\u00e4ldigt ombytlig i k\u00e4nslor p\u00e5 sista tiden&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Nu k\u00e4nns de som jag ska d\u00f6 och jag \u00e4r r\u00e4dd&#8230;. f\u00f6r min uppv\u00e4xt&#8230; f\u00f6r ondska&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>L\u00e4ser en bok som hj\u00e4lper en att visualisera och l\u00e4ka sig sj\u00e4lv &#8230; f\u00e5 svar fr\u00e5n en h\u00f6gre k\u00e4lla eller det undermedvetna&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>N\u00e5got sa \u00e5t mig att LSD kunde r\u00e4dda mig???????<\/p>\n<p>Jag k\u00e4nde ett tv\u00e5ng att skriva&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6r jag s\u00e5 \u00e4r mina t\u00e4ankar kvar&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Jag \u00e4r mkt ensam&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>F\u00f6rst\u00f6rd&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Paranoid&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>R\u00e4dd&#8230; r\u00e4dd&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00e4nner mig granskad&#8230; sedd&#8230; f\u00f6rnedrad.. manipulerad&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>En l\u00f6gn&#8230;. en l\u00f6gn&#8230;. en l\u00f6gn<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Okej, det blev ingen direkt lyckad kv\u00e4ll ig\u00e5r&#8230; stack till ticoli med Sussie&#8230; d\u00e4r spelade n\u00e5got irl\u00e4nskt band&#8230; fick mig att t\u00e4nka&#8230; Hallelulja&#8230;. den gemenskapen&#8230; den bitter ljuva lyckligheten.. som en happy lapricon&#8230;.som reser ifr\u00e5n sitt f\u00f6rflutna&#8230; in i de ok\u00e4nda&#8230;. sorligt och lyckligt p\u00e5 samma g\u00e5ng&#8230; Livets bitterhet&#8230; nej nu flumamr jag&#8230; HAr varit &#8230; <a title=\"Vad \u00e4r detta&#8230;\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/luciddream\/2013\/01\/27\/vad-ar-detta\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Vad \u00e4r detta&#8230;\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4149,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-311","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/luciddream\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/311","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/luciddream\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/luciddream\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/luciddream\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4149"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/luciddream\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=311"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/luciddream\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/311\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/luciddream\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=311"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/luciddream\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=311"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/luciddream\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=311"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}