{"id":138,"date":"2014-02-17T20:00:17","date_gmt":"2014-02-17T19:00:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/?p=138"},"modified":"2014-02-17T15:29:32","modified_gmt":"2014-02-17T14:29:32","slug":"kanalisera","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/2014\/02\/17\/kanalisera\/","title":{"rendered":"Kanalisera"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>M\u00e5ndag. Som de flesta vet s\u00e5 \u00e4r m\u00e5ndagar synonymt med nystart f\u00f6r mig. I dag mjukstartade jag. Fixade lite praktiska saker, bland annat en ny skrivbok som ska f\u00e5 inneh\u00e5lla mina tankar fram\u00f6ver. Och f\u00f6rhoppningsvis \u00e4ven en del av boken jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att skriva. N\u00e5gra meningar \u00e4r redan f\u00e4rdigformulerade, andra h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att f\u00e5 liv.<\/p>\n<p>Min ambition \u00e4r att hitta tillbaka till skrivandet, att det ska k\u00e4nnas lika sj\u00e4lvklart som att andas. Som det var f\u00f6rr. Men jag k\u00e4nner mig matt. En situation har tagit p\u00e5 mig lite h\u00e5rdare \u00e4n vad jag trodde. Missf\u00f6rst\u00e5nd, ambivalens, distans.<\/p>\n<p>Och som alltid vill jag fly &#8211; s\u00e4tta mig p\u00e5 ett t\u00e5g eller ett plan till ett annat land.\u00a0M\u00e5ste f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka kanalisera alla k\u00e4nslor och f\u00e5 ut dem p\u00e5 ett konstruktivt s\u00e4tt.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/files\/2014\/02\/6e4cac9c63b52022ea93279916dd0c66.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-139\" alt=\"6e4cac9c63b52022ea93279916dd0c66\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/files\/2014\/02\/6e4cac9c63b52022ea93279916dd0c66.jpg\" width=\"236\" height=\"235\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/files\/2014\/02\/6e4cac9c63b52022ea93279916dd0c66.jpg 236w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/files\/2014\/02\/6e4cac9c63b52022ea93279916dd0c66-150x150.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 236px) 100vw, 236px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u00e5ndag. Som de flesta vet s\u00e5 \u00e4r m\u00e5ndagar synonymt med nystart f\u00f6r mig. I dag mjukstartade jag. Fixade lite praktiska saker, bland annat en ny skrivbok som ska f\u00e5 inneh\u00e5lla mina tankar fram\u00f6ver. Och f\u00f6rhoppningsvis \u00e4ven en del av boken jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att skriva. N\u00e5gra meningar \u00e4r redan f\u00e4rdigformulerade, andra h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att f\u00e5 &#8230; <a title=\"Kanalisera\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/2014\/02\/17\/kanalisera\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Kanalisera\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5785,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-138","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/138","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5785"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=138"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/138\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=138"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=138"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/manuela\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=138"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}