Sometimes when I wake up I think it’s a joke. I lay there for a few seconds waiting for reality to set it and for my brain to catch up with the fact that, no I didn’t get run over, or get beat up by a gang of 15 karate kids, but indeed that’s what it feels like. So ”wtf this can not be real” is usually my first thought in the mornings, because really who wakes up in excruciating pain from hanging out on a couch all day?!
Today is especially fun cause I can’t move my head. I don’t know if I slept weird or what’s going on but my neck is on a strike and has decided to just not work at all. Cool. I’ll add it to the list of shit I have to deal with for no god damn reason. Sorry for the crankiness today guys but fuck, I have nothing left in me to walk around in this much pain. Maaaaaybe if there was a light at the end of this nightmare I’d cheer up, but noooope, not that either. No light, no end in sight.. just more trains, and metaphorically speaking I keep getting run over by all of them.
I really don’t want to be in this. The thing is, I can’t get away from it ever. It’s not like I can just take a vacation from this bullshit, recharge and be back in a week. I am always behind, playing catch up with the pain and exhaustion. nvjdsahguo[rahgiuagnadk’n’
Make it go away? Anyone? I would love you forever :)
Ville så meget ønske der var en måde at helbrede på, men kender desværre ikke metoden, så alt jeg kan sende herfra er mine varmeste tanker til dig.
Kram til dig.
Mona.
Skickar ett stort gäng styrkekramar gumman. Vet att dom inte tar bort din smärta men dom kan hjälpa en aning själsligt kanske.
Till Elio
Du har så rätt så rätt
Det finns värre saker på många sätt
Vad är väl kronisk smärta hon hamnat i
Mot att vara drabbad av elak idioti,
som du hamnat i.
Stackars dig – kram
@ Elio, gnällfitta på dig själv. kram.
Gnällfiiiitta… Finns värre saker i livet
From me to you: Hugs hugs hugs!!! ♥