My little muffin is being put to sleep today.. it’s not fair and I hate everything about it. I’ve cried so much that my eyes are swollen shut and I have nothing left in me.. She’s only 7 and hasn’t done anything to deserve dying from cancer. You guys might think it’s silly or dumb to be this upset over a puppy but you don’t get it. She saved me in so many ways.. I’m going to be real honest with you and tell you that I spent years stuck in drug abuse. It’s such a long story, and now I feel like it isn’t even me I speak of when I talk about it but I’m old enough now, and it’s been long enough to where I feel ok talking about it. I was in such a bad place, and I honestly didn’t want to live anymore, let alone get sober when I went into rehab but I got through it and then my parents got me Luce. As god damn cheese balls as it sounds, she gave me a real reason to live.. I’ve been sober for over 6 years now, and I swear a lot of that is thanks to my little Lucibelle.
Luce gave me a real reason to be a loving, and caring person again. I had something to take care of, something that was worth being sober for and I was. I took care of her with all of my little heart and promised myself to be better, if only it was to take care of her. I swear, no dog has ever been as loved as she was, and is.
Rest In Peace my sweetest of sweets. Thank you for saving me, and I’m so sorry I couldn’t save you. I love you, and always will.


So sorry to hear that your wonderful pet dog Luce, has had to be put to sleep, due to cancer. Dogs can be such wonderful pets – if you just love them and care for them, they will give you so much unconditional love in return. You really deserve a medal for everything you have gone through, and come through so far. It’s not easy to go through what you have been through, and come out the other end still whole. Having something or someone to love and care for, and whom you know is really depending on you, can be a great help. I hope that you will eventually overcome your sense of grief and loss, with Luce’s passing…
Any people that have had a dog or a cat will understand you ☺ hugs to you
Varma tankar och en stor kram till dig Mirelle!
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En stor varm kram till dig Mirelle! Tänker på dig och familjen. Så jobbigt och så orättvist! ❤️
M/My heart goes out for yoou and Luce today, i+ve been in the exact same position and turned around, back to life, my helping amgel was Skrplle, a farmers cat that became 22 and passed last year, i still cry for him when i+m weak and tired, i live on the hope that they wiill meet us the ay that it´s our time, you have my deepest respect and love for stepping out while youu are grieving, you are special M, LOVE, Anna
Dear Mirelle,
I am so sorry to hear about Luce’s passing. Our beloved pets are like children to us and it truly hurts when they suffer. I am proud of you for your honesty and the great strength you have demonstrated by overcoming so many obstacles. You have many family and friends who love you and care about you. Your Aunt Gil and I send our love and big hugs to you! You are welcome to come visit and stay as long as you like, anytime. You have lots of relatives here who would love to see you!
Much love,
Hej fina Mirelle!
Jag tänker på dig idag. Så svårt när ett älskat djur blir sjuk.
Du har varit och är så duktig och kämpar så med din sjukdom. Samtidigt så är du en så duktig konstnär.
Många varma kramar
So happy we had a chance to meet sweet Luce a few weeks ago. Your tribute and thoughts for her are beautiful. She really is so sweet and I cried when your mom told me she had to go down. Lots of love and thoughts for you and your family right now. XO
I’m so sorry to hear about your sweet puppy. I can’t imagine how hard that is. Love from American cousins!