Today isn’t any better than yesterday and I by all means hate everyone and everything right now. Especially you normal people. BE SO HAPPY THAT YOU WAKE UP FEELING OK. You guys have NO idea what you’re taking for granted every single day. It’s the worst to wake up angry. It ruins the rest of the day for me and anyone around me. I swear I’m going to end up a lonely little old lady ’cause who the fuck would voluntarily deal with me dealing with this?
Ugh. At least my breakfast looks good. It’s been about 3 or 4 months now that I’ve done this whole fruit only regimen and I don’t even know if it’s making a difference. In the beginning I felt like I had more energy and my skin looked great, and now I’m back to spending days in bed looking and feeling like death himself. I know my symptoms come and go in waves but I changed my diet to feel better, and here I am, very possibly feeling worse than I did when I started. So.. uh?
It’s so fucked trying to find things to change or experiment with, or new medicine, diets or weird miracle bandages and clinical trials that are all ”supposed to make me feel better”. Bullshit. There’s a whole world of people out there who make MAKE MONEY SELLING ME FALSE HOPE, banking in on the fact that no one knows what’s actually wrong, so it’s a free for all out there concerning home remedies, and miracle chiropractors and vitamin schemes . I’ve done all of it and it’s just getting worse. It’d be cool if the medical industry actually took my diagnose seriously and worked on finding a cure instead of questioning me and my pains. Or at least prescribe some god damn painkillers that work. Really, any day now would be super.
You’re right – it’s so easy for people to try to promote their own ”miracle cures” & to make money out of it, when the medical profession itself does not really know what causes the condition/illness, & has no cure for it themselves. But starting the day with a healthy breakfast like the one pictured, can only be a good thing. Perhaps you could also branch out a little to include things like yoghurt & whole cereals, if you think it won’t be detrimental to your condition.
I know exactly what you mean! I’ve felt the very same way. And what helps one person doesn’t necessarily help another. I’d said no to my sister in law for two years. She tried to sell me Doterras oils… in my head it was all bullshit…. so when we visited her I knew she would try to sell it to me again :-( Of course she did. So I showed her one hand and on ancle which always is painful and said; please put it on. In my head I thought ; I’ll show you.. it won’t work. .haha… well the haha was on me. It worjed. But it doesn’t take the pain away or cure it altogether, but it does lessen the pain and without the side effects of ordinary medicine. That is good enough for me. I’ve also come to the same conclusion as you, let the real doctors fins the cure. Hope your days get better soon <3