So this morning I woke up in tears as I realized that not only does my entire body hurt but so. do. my. hands. This stupid unexplainable idiot disease has taken everything from me, and the ONLY thing I have left that functions are my hands. I need them to not hurt. They’re the only things I have left to be creative through.
I’ve found so much solace in painting, drawing and writing and putting together jewelry that I don’t know what I’m supposed to do if my hands hurt so bad I can’t even hold a pencil. What. the. fuck?! I’m only 26, I’m not supposed to be falling apart yet.
I hate this so much. So much.


So sorry to hear of this latest news – but I do agree, you should go to the doctor so that this new pain you are experiencing can be properly diagnosed. It might be unrelated to your existing condition. It might also be something which is just a temporary ”once-off” thing. Perhaps you’ve just been working too hard with your hands of late, and they need a rest…
Hej, jag har också fibromyalgi och för 2 år sedan fick jag värk i händerna. Fick veta att jag har karpaltunnelsyndrom och opererade ena handen förra året. Då försvann värken :-) Gå till doktorn! Lycka till!!
Kram