{"id":1422,"date":"2014-08-05T06:55:24","date_gmt":"2014-08-05T04:55:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/?p=1422"},"modified":"2014-08-05T06:57:56","modified_gmt":"2014-08-05T04:57:56","slug":"fairyland","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/2014\/08\/05\/fairyland\/","title":{"rendered":"Fairyland"},"content":{"rendered":"

I don’t quite have words to describe what’s going on right now but an extreme version of ”frazzled” somewhat sums it up. \u00a0I have over the years realized that the more things I have to figure out, or take care of, or deal with, the more I shut down. I cannot for the life of me have lots of things going on. It’s just bad news bears for everyone involved.<\/p>\n

I would very much just like to pretend that I live in this pretend fairy world without needing to figure out money situations or where to live, or what to do with myself. \u00a0I just want to BE. \u00a0That’s it. \u00a0I just want to be.<\/p>\n

So in between wondering where to move, where to go, what to do, how to do it, and all of the other anxiety inducing life questions I am juggling at the moment, I’m walking around my house from room to room like that’s going to magically make answers appear. I have almost decided that I just want to peace out and go BE somewhere nice and warm, without pressures or neighbors, maybe get a few puppies and spend the rest of my days focusing on my creative adventures. Almost. I’m not 100% sure I’m ready to leave civilization and all you people behind quite yet. But almost.<\/p>\n

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*Old photo by Andrew Bramasco.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I don’t quite have words to describe what’s going on right now but an extreme version of ”frazzled” somewhat sums it up. \u00a0I have over the years realized that the more things I have to figure out, or take care of, or deal with, the more I shut down. I cannot for the life of … L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6026,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1422","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1422","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/6026"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1422"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1422\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1422"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1422"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1422"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}