{"id":1433,"date":"2014-08-10T21:33:36","date_gmt":"2014-08-10T19:33:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/?p=1433"},"modified":"2014-08-10T21:34:43","modified_gmt":"2014-08-10T19:34:43","slug":"not-happening","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/2014\/08\/10\/not-happening\/","title":{"rendered":"Not happening."},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center\">So this morning I woke up in tears as I realized that not only does my entire body hurt but so. do. my. hands. \u00a0This stupid unexplainable idiot disease has taken everything from me, and the ONLY thing I have left that functions are my hands. <em>I need them to not hurt. \u00a0They&#8217;re the only things I have left to be creative through.\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">I&#8217;ve found so much solace in painting, drawing and writing and putting together jewelry that I don&#8217;t know what I&#8217;m supposed to do if my hands hurt so bad I can&#8217;t even hold a pencil. What. the. fuck?! \u00a0I&#8217;m only 26, I&#8217;m not supposed to be falling apart yet.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><strong>I hate this so much. So much.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/files\/2014\/08\/photo-71.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-1434\" alt=\"photo-7\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/files\/2014\/08\/photo-71-755x755.jpg\" width=\"755\" height=\"755\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/files\/2014\/08\/photo-71-755x755.jpg 755w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/files\/2014\/08\/photo-71-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/files\/2014\/08\/photo-71-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/files\/2014\/08\/photo-71.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 755px) 100vw, 755px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So this morning I woke up in tears as I realized that not only does my entire body hurt but so. do. my. hands. \u00a0This stupid unexplainable idiot disease has taken everything from me, and the ONLY thing I have left that functions are my hands. I need them to not hurt. \u00a0They&#8217;re the only &#8230; <a title=\"Not happening.\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/2014\/08\/10\/not-happening\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Not happening.\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6026,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1433","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1433","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/6026"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1433"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1433\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1433"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1433"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/mirelleherrey\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1433"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}