{"id":24,"date":"2009-07-24T20:42:00","date_gmt":"2009-07-24T19:42:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjaqueline\/2009\/07\/24\/2042-countless-moment\/"},"modified":"2009-07-24T20:42:00","modified_gmt":"2009-07-24T19:42:00","slug":"2042-countless-moment","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjaqueline\/2009\/07\/24\/2042-countless-moment\/","title":{"rendered":"20:42 countless moment"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ja det \u00e4r d\u00e5 f\u00f6r j-vligt att jag hade b\u00f6rjat skriva en riktigt nice b\u00f6rjan och s\u00e5 pl\u00f6tsligt raderades all j-vla skit..och det mest ironiska va att jag skrev om att allt tar sin egen form, vi \u00e4r inte allsm\u00e4ktiga \u00e4ven om vi planerar, organiserar tro sig best\u00e4mma etc etc..shit no..(Nu skriver jag i en helt annan takt och k\u00e4nsla, lite argt och ot\u00e5ligt hoppas att f\u00e5 kommar ner i tempo och k\u00e4nsla snart)..Suck..ja..jag \u00e4r k\u00e4nslostyrd.<\/p>\n

Ok. tar det lugnt, andas in..jag \u00e4r v\u00e4ldigt duktig p\u00e5 att ge b\u00e5de fysisk tr\u00e4ning och mindfullness till kunderna p\u00e5 sportlife (jobbar som afro instrukt\u00f6r) och d\u00e4r \u00e4r det allt om andning, sj\u00e4lvf\u00f6rverkligande och att ”putsa sig sj\u00e4lv till glans”..det \u00e4r v\u00e4ldigt givande att ge, men God vad jag hade velat f\u00e5 n\u00e4r man kommer hem helt slut..jag \u00e4r en massagetorsk. Jag v\u00e4ljer massage framf\u00f6r m\u00e5nga andra goda ting i livet, ja..inte mycket annat toppar en riktigt v\u00e4lgjord massage med h\u00e4nder som inte beh\u00f6ver instrueras, eller till och med h\u00e4nder som \u00e4r villiga att ta instuktioner g\u00e5r oxo bra..i vilket fall..Jag g\u00e5r igenom en process. <\/p>\n

Det \u00e4r som surfing ungef\u00e4r. Jag \u00e4r p\u00e5 den punkten d\u00e4r jag ser en stor vacker v\u00e5g komma en bit bort och jag h\u00e5ller precis p\u00e5 att resa mig upp med blickf\u00e5nget focuserat p\u00e5 den exakta punkten jag beh\u00f6ver ta f\u00f6r att resten av v\u00e5gen ska bli min..jag kan inte riktigt se vart den punkten \u00e4r, even though i got an idea..som hunting oxo kan man s\u00e4ga,..total focus och beslutsamhet innan man ska skjuta..the eye..the target…..and… BAAM..Satisfaction<\/p>\n

Idag kanske jag \u00e4r lite osammanh\u00e4ngande i min skrift men vadd\u00e5 d\u00e5? Freedom kallas det, free your mind and the rest will follow, be colorblind dont be so shallow..En Vogue..jag skrev en poem the other day cause poet i am..Check:<\/font>

The time is yours, get to know who you are, what you really think about Africas hunger and the ultimate superstar?<\/span>
Has love biten me to the bitterness, am i a solid empress?<\/span>
Forever living,, forever searching… never is never a word to me, cause my fountain is Deep you see, deep such as the eye glazing back to ancient history, wide as Gods own creation brush and high as the oxygen of DaVincis imaginationrush

Brilliant smile, lets talk for a while. ..exchange feelings understandings so spice me on like chili to the chocolate, so i can walk through life dividing magic spells from my mouth, my soul is silk, white like milk.<\/span>
I AM superfragile, no more space for violence, intolerance, envy..protect ME.<\/span>
Hide me release and fullfill me..Life<\/span>..<\/span>
No to the underesting principals, no to compromising my intelligence and yes, to the hearts emotion..Contradiction in a dress..forever Empress.<\/span>

Beats to the sound of freedom please<\/span>

 \/ Jaqueline Ignacio<\/span>
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Ja det \u00e4r d\u00e5 f\u00f6r j-vligt att jag hade b\u00f6rjat skriva en riktigt nice b\u00f6rjan och s\u00e5 pl\u00f6tsligt raderades all j-vla skit..och det mest ironiska va att jag skrev om att allt tar sin egen form, vi \u00e4r inte allsm\u00e4ktiga \u00e4ven om vi planerar, organiserar tro sig best\u00e4mma etc etc..shit no..(Nu skriver jag i en … L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1692,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjaqueline\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjaqueline\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjaqueline\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjaqueline\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1692"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjaqueline\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=24"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjaqueline\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjaqueline\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=24"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjaqueline\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=24"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjaqueline\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=24"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}