{"id":5209,"date":"2014-03-13T22:12:49","date_gmt":"2014-03-13T21:12:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fames.se\/missjojo\/?p=5209"},"modified":"2014-03-13T22:12:49","modified_gmt":"2014-03-13T21:12:49","slug":"depressed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/2014\/03\/13\/depressed\/","title":{"rendered":"Depressed"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ingen bra dag idag heller. K\u00e4nner mig bara gr\u00e5tf\u00e4rdig och \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 allt. Hela mitt liv k\u00e4nns helt upp och nerv\u00e4nt. Dagarna k\u00e4nns s\u00e5 fejk. Sitta med ett p\u00e5klistrat leende och l\u00e5tsas vara glad. Allt k\u00e4nns s\u00e5 fejk och meningsl\u00f6st.<\/p>\n<p>Inte nog med det, f\u00e5r jag min mens. IGEN. Trodde den var slut f\u00f6r tv\u00e5 dagar sen men s\u00e5 b\u00f6rjade jag bl\u00f6da igen, mycket. Enligt bm \u00e4r detta helt normalt, f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen efter avbrytande kan det bli en utdragen mens. Vill bara det ska l\u00e4gga av nu! Vill att min kropp ska bli normal igen. Vill bara ha \u00e4gglossning och bli gravid. Varje dag k\u00e4nns som en vecka l\u00e5ng nu. Hatar att v\u00e4nta.<\/p>\n<p>Vet inte, kanske har jag PMS eller n\u00e5got&#8230; mina hormoner har minst sagt \u00e5kt en fucking berg och dalbana. Besl\u00f6t mig f\u00f6r att ta ledigt i morgon. H\u00f6ll p\u00e5 att bli en <em>aning<\/em> kn\u00e4pp p\u00e5 jobb. Orkar inte l\u00e5tsas mer just nu. PAUS.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/files\/2014\/03\/broken-heart.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-5210\" alt=\"broken-heart\" src=\"http:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/files\/2014\/03\/broken-heart.jpg\" width=\"500\" height=\"333\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/files\/2014\/03\/broken-heart.jpg 500w, https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/files\/2014\/03\/broken-heart-300x199.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ingen bra dag idag heller. K\u00e4nner mig bara gr\u00e5tf\u00e4rdig och \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 allt. Hela mitt liv k\u00e4nns helt upp och nerv\u00e4nt. Dagarna k\u00e4nns s\u00e5 fejk. Sitta med ett p\u00e5klistrat leende och l\u00e5tsas vara glad. Allt k\u00e4nns s\u00e5 fejk och meningsl\u00f6st. Inte nog med det, f\u00e5r jag min mens. IGEN. Trodde den var slut f\u00f6r &#8230; <a title=\"Depressed\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/2014\/03\/13\/depressed\/\" aria-label=\"L\u00e4s mer om Depressed\">L\u00e4s mer<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4920,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5209","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-anglabarnavbruten-graviditet","category-bli-gravid-igen"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5209","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4920"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5209"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5209\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5209"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5209"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogg.improveme.se\/missjojo\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5209"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}