I will start this one with a poem that I wrote a long time ago;
The one love and loving the one
From the first time I saw your eyes,
I got lifted up flying to the skies.
Eyes burning with hot fire and desire,
Putting my heart on ice and burning it inside out with fire.
I really don´t know what have you done to me,
or it´s just love what´s going to be.
Looking for the one in my fantasy land,
But vanishes as quickly as she touches my hand.
Why all the people want to find and to get love?
Maybe sometimes love needs a bit of a help or a shove.
My love for the one would be truthful and blind,
I will make sure to be tender, warm and kind.
My love will be determined and consistent with a thrive,
As long as I get love, I know I will survive.
I just want that one love and only love in my life,
If you show me your face once, I swear i will take the dive.
Hold me, cherish me but please don´t break my heart,
Otherwise why you even bother from the start.
But at the end I guess we all have to take that risk,
Cause love and life are not always free of risk.
So take love and life just the way they come,
That way you save yourself the shock and the bomb.
Our love in this life must have a deeper meaning,
But that can also be deceptive and deceiving.
I say we should live our life from day to day,
And when you see your love, tell him or her to stay.
Make a bet, roll your dice and take your chance,
Enjoy it cause we never see the future in advance.
I say we should treat our love the way we want to be treated,
That way your love will win and can never be defeated.
The one is nowhere and really doesn´t even exist,
No matter how hard we look for or persist.
The one with real love is really hard to find,
So relax, enjoy the ride and accept your fate with open mind.
Now this is just a poem I wrote a long time ago, just expressing my feelings on how I think about love and the one in particular.
One of the things that happened was that I was training my friends self-defense techniques what I have learned in the army, we were in the park, then came Marijke; a girl I used to know a long time ago and we were pretty good friends and I knew her brother more than I knew her; Marijke was a short girl about 145 or 150 cm, a bit chubby with shoulder length dark brown hair and a mix of Asian and European brown eyes, she had a bit of a dark complexion, she was a red hot chili peppers fan and she wore always clothes that resembles a girl who didn´t gave a fuck of how she looked, she a had a green army jacket with wide black trousers and a black tight top that showed her chest scars where she had her heart transplant operation.
Anyway she was with a girl; the girl was tall with daring green eyes and a smirk of a smile that makes you wonder is she laughing with me or at me. Meta she came to me and introduced herself to me with a firm hand shake.
Marijke asked if she could join us and sit with us a while? Nobody minded cause we needed a break anyway, we all sat on the ground, the grass stretched in front of us with the faintest hint of the autumn that’s going to come, but it was warm anyway.
My friends started to roll a joint and started smoking it and they passed it to Marijke and Meta and then Meta she tried to pass the joint to me, I told her I don’t smoke anything.
My friends toyed and bullied me around and said; yeah he is a soldier and he never smoked anything so it´s not personal with you Meta, she laughed and looked at me again with those daring eyes.
She asked me in a whispery voice that turned me on a bit after all these months of training and solitude in the army if she could sit in my lap cause she had a white jeans on and she didn´t wanted to sit on the grass that it might get some color from it? I said yeah sure, she did. And within seconds my dick had thoughts on it´s own and started to get a hard on all be itself, I was embarrassed and she just looked at me and gave again this weird smile.
The evening went on good and ended by exchanging mobile numbers with Marijke and Meta and we hooked up to do something the next day; the next day we ate out went to the movies and ended the night by partying in a discotheque.
At the end of the whole party that lasted until 5:30 in the morning Meta invited me to crash at her place, I took the offer.
We went to her home and we slept on the same bed, but we said nothing to each other, lying there with my boxers on only and she had only one long top and a thong, you could smell and even feel the sexual tension we had between each other, she had a nice body and she kept coming closer to me on this one persons bed until we were spooning with each other and grinding, the heat went on and on and climbed even higher, we started feeling each other and touching everywhere, she took off her thong and I did the same too, she crawled under the sheets and sucked my dick really slowly and passionnably wet, she came out and turned her back to me and she grabbed my dick and directed it to her pussy, the next thing I know, we were fucking, she felt good and I did the same, we enjoyed each other, we were melting in the hot wet sex, until we both reached our climax, we both dropped sleeping with the smile drawn on our face that say; FUCK THAT WAS REALLLYYYYYYYY GOOOOOOOOODDD.
I woke the next morning at 10:00, went down in her house to see that the whole family there!!!
I shyly introduced myself to her father, mother and her elderly brother (two years older), took my juice and bread and went upstairs to her room back again, we had breakfast there and we did it again, this time it was in day light.
At 11:30 I received a call from my camp, that there was some serious shit happening in the states, I went down running to see CNN, and saw to my shock, the world trade center is smoking and they announce that it was a terrorist hit, I was still on the line and seeing everything live. Meta´s father was looking a bit odd at me cause I was talking on the mobile describing to my commander what am seeing on TV and what they were announcing, and then the second tower got hit!!!!!