The beauty of life I would say personally is the unpredictability of it and the ups and downs that keeps you on guard and keeps you trying to figure out what your next move should be. There is a beautiful quote by John Lennon (”Life is what happens while you are busy making other plans”). And that’s what happened in my life and yours and everybody’s life for that matter. When I felt and saw and experienced that I was fighting too much, my ma and I decided that maybe I should join some fight club to tune me down and to cool me and what´s the best option I had was my brother´s old club to join, I joined it for two reasons; one my brother used to train there and I know the people pretty well and of course it was also the style of my idol Bruce lee (Wing Chung) which is a southern Chinese boxing invented by a woman called Wing Chung and it´s the only style in Kung Fu that´s invented by a woman, it´s a close combat system based more on boxing than the flashy moves like kicking and flying kicks. Kung fu is divided in different styles southern and northern the southern is more boxing than kicking and the northern is more kicking than boxing so the Shaolin as you know maybe figured it out is a northern style of Kung Fu.
So I joined when I was 14 years old and started training and it did cooled me down not because I took my aggression out in the club but because I learned the disciplines they taught me over there and the wise guy is the guy who fights without a fight.
As I mention a chapter earlier that I became a player and that comes back to the harsh reality that I knew nothing about love and I didn´t know what it is and how to handle it, I was just a kid, my first girl that I wanted to play her was Chantal she had really beautiful eyes nice smile but the most important thing for me was the eyes am an eyes lover until this very day my first impression of a girl would be the eyes, the eyes tell everything you want to know, she used to date a friend of mine and she broke his heart deeply by dumping him and cheating on him too and here I am to the rescue, so my plan was really easy, so easy that its really stupid, my plan was to get the girl let her fall in love with you and then make her life so miserable that she will beg you to break up.
And so it went, she was in love me with and I to be honest I liked her too, she was cute good looking and had a sexy body and how I made her hate me was simple I waited for 6 months without even touching her sexually and then in the end she was so in love, then I dropped the bomb by telling it´s now or never (we have to make love) she said she wasn´t ready yet, we were only 14 years old at that time and we were only kissing, and I within a blink of an eye told ok it´s over then bye!!!!.
She was stunned flabbergasted how I could break up with her after everything we have been through she just couldn´t process the thought nor she could understand the cruelty and cold heartedness of me, then I was gone to my next victim and that was Winny , Winny was a hot nymph sexmachine chick who she couldn´t go on for one week without having sex until she met me(hahahahahaha) I almost turned her to a nun, my excuse was cause am catholic upraised I can´t have sex until the marriage and she bought it, wow I played at her own game cause she dumped one of my friends for not having sex and here I am holding sexual lust and throwing it in cage locking it and throwing away the key.
Now you will wonder how I made her love me, well once we were all guys and girls hanging out and then I told her do you want me to walk you home, she agreed, and on the way I turned her on by massaging area´s and touching vital points that she came on the spot and I went home happy cause she gave me a blow job, she wanted to fuck but I told her I have to go I have no time now maybe some other time, and then we started to see each other and the rest is history, Winny was also 14 years old but at that time she had slept with more than 60 guys according to her.
I dumped Winny the easy way and that was that I told her I will be back so wait here for me. we were outside grabbing a bite and then I returned with another girl. sat on a different table and totally ignoring her, she came to us and asked me what the fuck am I doing, I looked up into her eyes baffled and surprised like I see her for the first time in my life and said do I know you lady and then turned and asked the girl who I brought with me do you know her, she ran out the restaurant crying and that was the last thing I saw of her ever.
And so it went on and on until I was 16 where some shit happened at school that somehow effected me in a way plus I was about to lose my virginity at that time but believe me guys and gals that would be a chapter on its own cause as I said fate is unpredictable fucker and you will see what I mean but don´t you worry the details are imprinted in my mind and how could I ever forget!!!!!!!!???.