17 years old, yes I am, this chapter and the next will hopefully take you to my wild year; the 17th.
I don’t know about anybody else but my 17th year was wild funny unpredictable and a remarkable year in my life.
When I became 17 I decided to do all the crazy shit am allowed to do when am 17 and not allowed to do when I am 18,I was fighting a lot, making more troubles at school, being really insensitive with girls and had the mentality that says fuck the whole world and everybody in it.
When it came to the girls I was beginning to be known on the circuit, like watch out from that guy girls cause he will break your heart, my reputation darted for word really fast, before I come the girls they would see me coming and build themselves a fence that was indestructible for me and I just couldn´t conquer it.
In school, I was still doing top grades as usual but I was also the most mean, annoying, naughty, unstable, unpredictable kid you would ever face in your class room if you were a teacher, and now I really feel sorry for all of them who had me in theirs.
And when it came to fighting, oh boy, I was fighting almost on daily basis, the reason was as stupid as the fights themselves, it took one wrong look at me and that was reason enough for me to kick your ass, plus I was fighting more and more on vigilante record, I was hunting and searching for guys who would hit their ladies or their kids in the open, that would trigger my fury and unleash my aggressive blind beast inside of me and i would hit and hit until I bruise my own knuckles or 4 or 5 people pull me from the victim that I just mangled and tangled.
My 17th year marked two important things in my life; one was that I lost my virginity and the other is that I lost my faith a bit in god or religion in general.
I had really many dreams, I was full of them, I wanted to be everything and anything, I and I and I and I, there were too many i´s in my dreams, specially now when I think about it, I was too much self-centered arrogant selfish bastard and I keep wondering and thanking in the same time that my friends at that time took me as I was, or maybe because they just needed that kind of a guy in their group.
I met a Dutch girl, her name was Karina, Karina was taller than me at that time and she had heavy features but she was sexy in her own way, if you have known or seen Xena the warrior princess then you would have an idea about how Karina looked, blond with shoulder length straight hair that ended up In curls at the end, big blue eyes with a wide but firm nose. She is the kind of a girl that when you see her from far away you would say who is that beast but the closer she comes you will notice the nice features.
She was 16, we spent a lot of time together before we got serious, at least on her side cause I had no feelings just lust, lust to get rid of my virginity and in the same time lust for sex, and I was really patient with it, never pushed pressed nor did I complain, I held my mouth shut and bought the shit she was offering just for the hope of a fuck.
Karina was impressed once I had an argument with some kid on the street and then next day the kid comes back with bunch of guys and harass Karina and her friends, I went to their street armed only with one guy of my friends and with two sticks in our hands, when they saw us they were shocked and it was the last thing they had on mind, that two guys with sticks came to their turf and asking for a fight in front their own houses and they mean blood too.
One of them came to me and asked what do I want, I told him it´s up to you guys, you want a fight bring it on right fucking now, you don’t then shut the fuck up and show some respect, so whats gonna be dickface, no no no this must be a misunderstanding really, you see a friend of ours harassed your girl cause we got mixed up in mistaking identity really I swear to you brother, alright then you guys all of you come with me right fucking now and apologize to my girl, yeah sure whatever you say brother, and they did, and that left an impressed mark on Karina.
And opened the doors for me to speed up the process to lose my virginity, she was so in love with me, and she wanted it too, and she wanted it fast, the only problem left, was that both of us couldn´t do it at our own houses, and we had to find some place real fast.