Life, what´s the purpose of life?
Should we live our lives to pass our genes to the next generation to let the evolution take it´s roll? Should we live our lives to seed and plant our successors and their children and their children´s children? Or should we just fucking enjoy our life like it´s the last day we live here on earth and fuck everything else? Should we appreciate the life that has been giving to us and appreciate everything around us? Should we appreciate the beauty of life with its ups and downs?
I say we live our life because we have the emotion, that feeling and desire to love. Think about it!!! It´s just because we love life that´s why we live it, you have to love something in this world to keep you attached and hooked to this life, otherwise you would be long gone and dead. If you don´t have the slightest love or desire to something here around you, I don’t think you would want to continue living your life so empty, so shallow without any purpose or need to get yourself around.
Imagine this; we, all of us in this world live our lives with no love, desire, need or passion to anything at all. How do you think the world would look like in your eyes? How would it look like to us all? When we don’t love anything in it at all. I guarantee you I would be the first one who commits suicide just for the hope for love in my next life, and am sure I will take some group with me too!!!
Finally and simply put; the purpose of life is love, love anything in your life and that thing will keep you stuck and attached to your life until the end. Love is life and life is love
Time went on in Afghanistan with ease sometime and sometimes with slow torturous seconds that you keep on counting the minutes if not the seconds. I had my first vacation in July the 2nd.
They gave a 2 months vacation cause we had to break our vacations early in the beginning of the war, I didn´t mind and I could use the free time anyway. I´ve seen enough in Afghanistan that shook me up a bit and woke me up to the harsh reality that there are some people living in shit and dealing with it, and we here complaining about the last xbox game which they delayed the release date of it!!!!
I went home to visit ma, and surprise her.
I knock on the door and there was a guy who opened the door, I recognized him directly as my mother´s boyfriend (Peter). I said hi Peter how are you doing? Where is ma?
P: she went out with friends, am ok thank you and how about you?
M: well am good good, you know what Peter let´s play a game!!!!
P: yeah sure but what kind of a game?
M: you will see man; just take off your clothes. (and I started stripping off my clothes)
P: well ehhhhh, I don’t think I would like this game Hassan! I think it´s kind of weird. (by that time I was totally butt naked)
M: it´s easy man, look. (I started crawling on all fours with my butt naked ass and screaming; I am a swine, I am a swine, I am a swine, I am a swine, I am a swiiinnnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)
The poor guy got shocked and he looked at me puzzled, I bet he thought; is that her son who is in the commando´s military? And he said; ehhh you know what, I got some stuff I need to do in the city, I´ll see you later.
And so I started my vacation with a prank on my ma´s boyfriend, my ma came home and asked me where is Peter? I told her I don´t know some chick called him on the mobile and he had to go out in a hurry, 😛 hahahahahahah
Ma asked me right away; did you say or did something that freaked him out? I said no ma! I actually was planning to play some games together and hangout but he left in such a hurry!!! I don´t know what was his problem?
I always was a pain in the ass for my ma´s boyfriends, always taunted, threatened and intimidated them. I don´t know why, maybe my protective instinct to protect my ma or maybe I just wanted ma for myself only, don´t know what it was but it was there and it delivered.
I called my friends and Meta to hang out together; we did hang out and partied like crazy the first weekend. Meta came back to my place and we did it again, fucking good as the last time and maybe even better!!!
She told me that she waited for me all these months, she didn´t went out or dated anybody and that she was saving herself to me only, cause she loved me deeply!!? I was quite shocked cause I didn´t thought about her in the same way but I appreciated her honesty and I started to like her more and more.
I started to form and build some feelings for her but I was careful not to jump in right away, I was afraid to be heartbroken again. Slowly but surely I started to love her, to long after her, to miss those green eyes which they look at me in that sexual seductive manner.
In these two months period I was devoured in this relationship like no other, and I bought her jewelries just cause she stood there looking at it with happiness in her eyes, I spent more than 5000 euro´s in just 6 weeks!!! But I loved every second from it, cause i was with her, I was at her side, and we were together now as a couple (boyfriend &girlfriend).
My best friend Patrick, who is like a brother to me, never liked Meta and thought that she was phony just like Jackline, I ignored him and thought it was just jealousy.
The vacation ended up pretty quickly and I went back to Afghanistan where we have to pick up the fight again, study for my sergeant promotion, and be there to help those Afghani people who already suffered enough by the hands of the Taliban